Wednesday, February 15, 2012

This is just to say

This has been abandoned for quite some time. I need my mojo back, thought Bali would do me good but it turns out Im getting more and more restless (asyik rasa nak berjalaaaaan je!!)

And AA is hampeh since last night. I was put into waiting room for hours!

Ish, adakah perlu tahan niat ke Gold Coast?muahahaaha.

Monday, October 3, 2011

Happy But Still Can Be Tempted

Have you watched "Last Night?"

I have no idea whether this is new release or not, but the glimpse of Keira Knightley and Eva Mendez on the cover really caught my eyes. We bought a few dvds at a small shop near SS9 where the choices of hubs' were merely actions. I took a few, Like Dandelion Dust, Tree of Life and this Last Night. It has been long since I watched a good movie (i mean the one that stuck in my head for days), after been served with the series of Hangover, JackAss and etc.

We snuggled under the blanket, watching it together after hubs' weekly-compulsary-football watch.Boringgggg.

And now everything's still lingering in my head;
-the scenes, the dialogue and all the 'what ifs'

It makes me question on my marriage as well.
If you're happy together, that doesnt mean you cant be tempted, which is ermm..scary.

If someone as hot as Eva, shows some interest in you..would you ignore it, or would he ignores her?

I have a friend who marries (or should I say snatch?) a married man, and happily announced to us and I could sense some sort of proudness when she said that.

And some friends who are dangerously flirting with someone else's husbands.

What if that happens to me?

In the movie, Keira bumped into her old flames and well, the attraction was still strong. She confessed that he was never off from her mind though she tried to. To blame Keira, err..with face like that, I would catch the next flight with him!!

But you are married forgodsake!

Before the night ends, Keira's hubs (sorry, I dont bother checking his name)lost it and f**** Eva while Keira spent the night in the arms of the man she loves.

And Amran asked, who's the worse?
Keira or the husband?

I said "Mestilah husband dia helloooo..atleast Keira tak dotdot dgn ex dia..husband dia tuh dotdot 2x lagi tau.."
Being feminist, u know.

Though deep down,
the questions still stuck inside my head.

Which is worse?
To cheat with your body,
or to cheat with your heart and feelings?

...For I know I couldnt accept both.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Sad..very much.

You'll never know how sad I was to waking up without having you curling on my feet.
Though sometimes I feel disturbed with it but I love you to bits.

Sob sob!My Adek went missing this morning. It was all my fault to underestimate her capability in climbing up the window. I woke up this morning only to see Abang, which somehow not as active as before following me to the brekkie room. I thought Adek was still full looking at barely untouched kibbles. I showered like usual, and preparing to go to work only to realize that Adek was missing!!!!

Ive been looking high and low for her but to no avail. I kept calling Adek and meowing through the neighborhood, and asking the neighbors your whereabout.I've done all I could but you still hidden somewhere.

Adek..come out pleaseee.

I am so worried now that the dark clouds are rolling in and you are still out there. Will you know how to survive? You just got your 2nd vaccine yesterday and are not supposed to get wet, u know..

I am so worried that u somehow stucked somewhere, tersepit mana2, and you just dont meow!!How kakak can find you?

I am so so sad if someone brought you home and doesnt take care of you like I do? I give you the best RoyalCanin kibbles, you dont take fish,your 3rd vaccine will be on 26Aug,I let you do your 'business' in the litterbox, I never hit you with lidi.

Adek, thinking of you gives me a heartache.

Come back soon pleaseeeee....

Saturday, July 16, 2011

3words to describe u

While waiting for Amran to arrive (which is around 230am), I blogwalk and found this very interesting ermm..puzzle?



And the result:

First I saw 'beautiful'...(ok, kembang kejap)
Second I saw 'love'..(which really suited my mood tonight..hehe)
and the last one was...






whore!!! (oh does that mean i'm a biatch?..oh yes, i am.sometimes je kan??)

Girls, try it.
And lemme know.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Randomly Told

Everything I did today went haywire. Need to find my mojo back, maybe another karaoke session would help.Ngeh2.

By the way, nazir came last Monday and it was something new. There was never came a nazir for matrix programme but rumors said one of them had a daughter here so that's why they got interested. I wasnt so worried until I knew I was the one who would be observed! But still I was calmed and composed. Went to class like usual, ngongangngongang..finished 1hour! We had a face-to-face session after that and when the first sentences uttered were "Oh, you looked so much like my bestfriend Betty, the way you talked, your body gestures, your facial expression,so so like her!" I just knew it was a good beginning, and it's good indeed.*Smug* I just knew after that she actually chose other names (I know if picking-through-namelist, mine would never be chosen, thanks Mak for non commercial name!)but others gave reasons like in the midst of doing the assessment, which that was what I did with my students. I took the hassle changing my lesson plan and youtubing for some videos of teaching. Fuhh...But really it was a good experience.

And Amran was stuck in traffics due to Yellow rally last weekend and the best thing was to cancel the trip. So there goes my BWKitten kibbles. Rather than keeping my A&A hungry, I went out and bought a small packet of RC34Kitten and oh boy, they ate like there's no tomorrow. Menangis mak nok, selere korang mahal sungguh!! I hoped changing back to BW once Amran came over this weekend wouldnt be a problem. And I was actually contemplating whether to spay them or not because they are turning 6months and I'm afraid I'll be getting babies soon. Plus babies from incest relationship would not be the good ones.Hmm.

And weekend this time is much awaited.:) I need to do some restocking of my T collection and they are still not enough. Not enough if I want to start by this week. But dragging it to some more time wouldnt be a good thing as well. So that's why I need Amran badly. My consultante.

And tonight the cooking mood came. I've prepared the tomato and garlic dices, minced chicken. everything it takes to make spaghetti to bring to the office tomorrow when I just remembered I'm running out of gas since yesterday.


Arghhh.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

So you know

I need a companion to:

1. eating out GCB @McD, I loved it so much the bbq-ish taste still lingers on my mind.

2. have a slice of Secret Recipe Cheesecake. Period.

3. watch Pirates of Carribean, though I didnt follow the previous ones.

4. bathe my 2babies, being single mother is no fun.

5. to try my cooking and err, share the constructive critisim?

6. help me checking whether my car tyres are still in good condition.

7. hold the flimpy chair so that I wont fall in the attempt to sweep the cobwebs on the walls and celings.

8. check my back while weeding out the back garden.

Ok, enough it is.
Before I go mental one more time.

Monday, June 20, 2011

Up Until Now

1. I hope my babies are fine at home, locked inside the back room after a purrr-fect weekend. You know dear, I'm thinking of letting u roam free in the house when i go out working since you are now well-litter trained but looking at how u scratched my carpet, and all the sofa tunggang langgang, no way! So wait for the next weekend yeah.

2. Huk Huk. Sedih lagi.

3. A bit under the weather.

4. Huk Huk. *blowing nose*