SUDUT RAHSIA-senyap2 ye?

Happy But Still Can Be Tempted

2011-10-03T13:40:00.005+08:00

Have you watched "Last Night?"

I have no idea whether this is new release or not, but the glimpse of Keira Knightley and Eva Mendez on the cover really caught my eyes. We bought a few dvds at a small shop near SS9 where the choices of hubs' were merely actions. I took a few, Like Dandelion Dust, Tree of Life and this Last Night. It has been long since I watched a good movie (i mean the one that stuck in my head for days), after been served with the series of Hangover, JackAss and etc.

We snuggled under the blanket, watching it together after hubs' weekly-compulsary-football watch.Boringgggg.

And now everything's still lingering in my head;
-the scenes, the dialogue and all the 'what ifs'

It makes me question on my marriage as well.
If you're happy together, that doesnt mean you cant be tempted, which is ermm..scary.

If someone as hot as Eva, shows some interest in you..would you ignore it, or would he ignores her?

I have a friend who marries (or should I say snatch?) a married man, and happily announced to us and I could sense some sort of proudness when she said that.

And some friends who are dangerously flirting with someone else's husbands.

What if that happens to me?

In the movie, Keira bumped into her old flames and well, the attraction was still strong. She confessed that he was never off from her mind though she tried to. To blame Keira, err..with face like that, I would catch the next flight with him!!

But you are married forgodsake!

Before the night ends, Keira's hubs (sorry, I dont bother checking his name)lost it and f**** Eva while Keira spent the night in the arms of the man she loves.

And Amran asked, who's the worse?
Keira or the husband?

I said "Mestilah husband dia helloooo..atleast Keira tak dotdot dgn ex dia..husband dia tuh dotdot 2x lagi tau.."
Being feminist, u know.

Though deep down,
the questions still stuck inside my head.

Which is worse?
To cheat with your body,
or to cheat with your heart and feelings?

...For I know I couldnt accept both.

Sad..very much.

2011-07-29T17:15:00.003+08:00

You'll never know how sad I was to waking up without having you curling on my feet.
Though sometimes I feel disturbed with it but I love you to bits.

Sob sob!My Adek went missing this morning. It was all my fault to underestimate her capability in climbing up the window. I woke up this morning only to see Abang, which somehow not as active as before following me to the brekkie room. I thought Adek was still full looking at barely untouched kibbles. I showered like usual, and preparing to go to work only to realize that Adek was missing!!!!

Ive been looking high and low for her but to no avail. I kept calling Adek and meowing through the neighborhood, and asking the neighbors your whereabout.I've done all I could but you still hidden somewhere.

Adek..come out pleaseee.

I am so worried now that the dark clouds are rolling in and you are still out there. Will you know how to survive? You just got your 2nd vaccine yesterday and are not supposed to get wet, u know..

I am so worried that u somehow stucked somewhere, tersepit mana2, and you just dont meow!!How kakak can find you?

I am so so sad if someone brought you home and doesnt take care of you like I do? I give you the best RoyalCanin kibbles, you dont take fish,your 3rd vaccine will be on 26Aug,I let you do your 'business' in the litterbox, I never hit you with lidi.

Adek, thinking of you gives me a heartache.

Come back soon pleaseeeee....

3words to describe u

2011-07-16T00:02:00.004+08:00

While waiting for Amran to arrive (which is around 230am), I blogwalk and found this very interesting ermm..puzzle?

And the result:

First I saw 'beautiful'...(ok, kembang kejap)
Second I saw 'love'..(which really suited my mood tonight..hehe)
and the last one was...

whore!!! (oh does that mean i'm a biatch?..oh yes, i am.sometimes je kan??)

Girls, try it.
And lemme know.

Randomly Told

2011-07-12T22:27:00.002+08:00

Everything I did today went haywire. Need to find my mojo back, maybe another karaoke session would help.Ngeh2.

By the way, nazir came last Monday and it was something new. There was never came a nazir for matrix programme but rumors said one of them had a daughter here so that's why they got interested. I wasnt so worried until I knew I was the one who would be observed! But still I was calmed and composed. Went to class like usual, ngongangngongang..finished 1hour! We had a face-to-face session after that and when the first sentences uttered were "Oh, you looked so much like my bestfriend Betty, the way you talked, your body gestures, your facial expression,so so like her!" I just knew it was a good beginning, and it's good indeed.*Smug* I just knew after that she actually chose other names (I know if picking-through-namelist, mine would never be chosen, thanks Mak for non commercial name!)but others gave reasons like in the midst of doing the assessment, which that was what I did with my students. I took the hassle changing my lesson plan and youtubing for some videos of teaching. Fuhh...But really it was a good experience.

And Amran was stuck in traffics due to Yellow rally last weekend and the best thing was to cancel the trip. So there goes my BWKitten kibbles. Rather than keeping my A&A hungry, I went out and bought a small packet of RC34Kitten and oh boy, they ate like there's no tomorrow. Menangis mak nok, selere korang mahal sungguh!! I hoped changing back to BW once Amran came over this weekend wouldnt be a problem. And I was actually contemplating whether to spay them or not because they are turning 6months and I'm afraid I'll be getting babies soon. Plus babies from incest relationship would not be the good ones.Hmm.

And weekend this time is much awaited.:) I need to do some restocking of my T collection and they are still not enough. Not enough if I want to start by this week. But dragging it to some more time wouldnt be a good thing as well. So that's why I need Amran badly. My consultante.

And tonight the cooking mood came. I've prepared the tomato and garlic dices, minced chicken. everything it takes to make spaghetti to bring to the office tomorrow when I just remembered I'm running out of gas since yesterday.

Arghhh.

So you know

2011-06-23T14:44:00.002+08:00

I need a companion to:

1. eating out GCB @McD, I loved it so much the bbq-ish taste still lingers on my mind.

2. have a slice of Secret Recipe Cheesecake. Period.

3. watch Pirates of Carribean, though I didnt follow the previous ones.

4. bathe my 2babies, being single mother is no fun.

5. to try my cooking and err, share the constructive critisim?

6. help me checking whether my car tyres are still in good condition.

7. hold the flimpy chair so that I wont fall in the attempt to sweep the cobwebs on the walls and celings.

8. check my back while weeding out the back garden.

Ok, enough it is.
Before I go mental one more time.

Up Until Now

2011-06-20T10:01:00.003+08:00

1. I hope my babies are fine at home, locked inside the back room after a purrr-fect weekend. You know dear, I'm thinking of letting u roam free in the house when i go out working since you are now well-litter trained but looking at how u scratched my carpet, and all the sofa tunggang langgang, no way! So wait for the next weekend yeah.

2. Huk Huk. Sedih lagi.

3. A bit under the weather.

4. Huk Huk. *blowing nose*

I Chose The Correct Person

2011-06-14T17:49:00.003+08:00

Remember I did blab about not having time to celebrate our first anni?

And been thinking he might not remember it?

It was in the mosque where the solemnization of Onie's took place, when everybody was busy taking photos.....my eyes locked with Amran's, knowingly. With that 10m distance,he gave me a cheeky smile and I just knew he knew.

MasyaAllah, the feeling was incredible. I just love him more and more.

When everything was over,I was a bit heavy-headed for taking too much of bbq lamb. All I could think of was the bed.

And he,with the 'kambing' smell, signaled me to the car, and we sneaked out. Just like that.

And guessed where did we go? Hayaki Cafe. Where we made the final decision to get engaged in the next 3months. And married 7months later.

He gave me a gold anklet which I told him, when we get babies, I would turn this into small bracelets. Bliss.

But....the not-so-happy thing was I did not give him anything!

He seems in need of

1. handphone
2. that Air Max Sneakers
3. PSP
4. GAP Jeans
5. TIMEX watch

Those are the things that he eyed for many times.

So which one dear, give me a hint pleaseeeee.

Edited:

Ignore the world darl..haha.It's just you and me.

Tek said I glowed, so I put it here my glowing face.:)

Messy

2011-06-06T08:37:00.003+08:00

11June is nearer and so it means the 1st anniversary of me and Amran.

Yeay...We survived darling!

And because it's the first, of course it is extra special. I wanted to go to some beaches, have fun relaxing, cuddling to each other but unfortunately, Amran's sister is getting married on the same date pfffttt.

I guess, on the proclaimed 'special day', I would rolling up the sleeves, helping in the kitchen, giving out favors, smiling non stop, say hi-hi and bye-bye to everyone that I barely know, and when the night comes, sleeping separately in the living hall when I need his warmth much!Ouchh!

Ok, sounds a bit selfish here, but I can only have my first anni ONCE.:((((
Postponing the celebration seems unthrilling to me.
Or having a short gift exchange, doing it in rush also anappetising.

Ish, ntah ntah dia pon tak ingat???:((((

Of being concerns

2011-06-03T12:21:00.004+08:00

The whole office were talking about Lynas the other day, and I was so ignorant thinking it might not be executed due to the objections of people when in fact, it was almost 80% done and was scheduled to start this September!

Oh, why only now they tell us?
Why kept it in such a secrecy when it involved the lives of people for now and also for the next hundred years?

I dont buy your bullshits saying the radiation is too low to notice when even Australia itself dont allow Lynas (an Australian company)to operate over there?
Why other countries rejected the idea and Malaysia,specifically Pahang like so generously took up the offer?
Isnt it enough to have the tallest, shortest, prettiest or whatever adjectives to describe Malaysia that you need to have the biggest rare earth plant too?
And why Gebeng,where the plantation was just 2km away from the housing area? Japan built theirs like 40km away, dont tel me Malaysians know better!
And 1km away from ILP where Shukor once studied.

What would happen to us?
Will my babies get affected?
What would happen to all the seafoods I enjoyed most in Kuantan?
What about the air?
What would happen to the land property which i heard had dropped pretty bad?

I read somewhere that Malaysia had actually built a rare earth plant at Bukit Merah in 1980s but was closed down due to the hike of numbers of cancer cases in that area, and even now the cleaning up process that costed 30million had not finished. Many birth defects occured and the rates of children who suffered frm leukimia was 35times higher.

....But still I'd like to put my hope high.
I hope this is just some political games from the opponents.
I hope I can trust the radiation released is not affecting people, at all.
I hope my worries or concerns are baseless due to my lack of knowledge.

I hope you people, the decision-maker,have thought this thoroughly, and not even once in your heart would regret the action you made in years later.

And yes, I hope this is not about scratching your itchy palms!!

Aww,sweet.

2011-05-25T00:17:00.001+08:00

Got inside Oxbridge Cottage and took out 4 HOT magazines and 1 novel..
I finished reading the magazines in just an hour or so, and started to read the novel just a few hours ago.

My selection of books differs from time to time. And it's been quite some time romance tops the list, but feeling mushy all over, I picked this among others.

I knew nothing about the author but when I flipped a few pages and saw this at the acknowledgement corner, I went Awwww....I want to cry!!

I want a Howard too, pretty pleasse....

Nur Kasih

2011-05-22T18:32:00.004+08:00

With all the hulabaloo about Nur Kasih, we all were so excited to watch.
But...I dont know whether there was something wrong about me because it turned out I didnt enjoy myself much. Well, except for a big bucket of caramel popcorn which I couldnt stop munching.

Somehow I thought there was something missing in there. No climax, of course it wouldnt be so fun.And, there was no solid conflict. Trying too hard to show Adam's good sides pon xbest jugak. And yes, semua org baik2 je..bosan ah. Now I miss Nur's little sis yg jahat masa drama dulu. Baru drama sket. And also, I dont like suara Rahim Razali dalam tuuuuu...sangat cliche. Macam tgk Merong pulak bunyinya. Lepas tu, ala ala Notebook pulak.Haishh.

Quite a number of things I didnt really like, tapi ok lah.
Not that it was totally bad,mind you.

It's just that when we have a great expectation about it, a few cracks might ruin the whole palace.

Btw, I've bought a new camera, finally. It has this front LCD which was perfect for my-type.

I nak ambik gambar kt gsc tadi tapi amran marah, so dalam kereta sudah..

I nak jual barang ni tapi malu..hehe

2011-05-20T09:01:00.006+08:00

Ok ok.
I know this is soooo not me, but I think this is quite good, so why dont i share with friends?

I've been a fan of KFC wedges, and I think you'd agree that the best part of it is the yummilicious orangy cheese. I seriously dont know its name at first but when my sis introduced that to me, Im all bought. It tastes exactly like KFC, no kidding! I in fact pour it over almost on everything, my nuggets/fried drummets/burgers..Oh , talking much about guilty pleasure.

So, if you want to have that too, do make pre-order.I think it will come to me by next week.

Sorry I dont have the exact pictures, but it's actually like pre-mix flour, where you just use hot water to do the mixture. Ala, macam buat air milo..Just spoon out the quantity that you want, and it can last up to 6months, and most importantly, it is certified HALAL.

So you want it?hehe.

U buy wedges kat supermarket tu, fry them up, letak mayo byk2...letak this cheese byk2...heaven i tell you.

Nak tak?
Nak tak?

Kasut

2011-05-11T14:26:00.005+08:00

I took you for my best buyer of the day.
Tell me, where can I get this baby which costed IDR50000=RM17 in KL?
I just love the soft sole, and its cushiony feeling.
And the side bow, it is cute to the max.
Your 2inch legs enable me to strut confidently, elegantly.
Better still, you make me feel sexy.

But how could you turn me down today.

You get what you pay for.
Of all people, I should know better.

ps/Nasib baik jenis suka tinggal kasut bwh meja ofis.

Women

2011-05-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

Women, though soft,frail and fragile,are strong and steel indeed. Throw them with stones of lies, they'll pick up one by one. Soak them in deep dark ocean, they'll come eventually swimming up to the surface. Leave them in an evil forest, they'll come back with a unicorn to boot.

With all the things passed by, why cant woman understand another woman? Why do you work hard to please those in pants when you deny your own kinds?

oh yes, I forgot the most powerful power ever. Emotional is what they called.When it comes in our way, roses no longer sweet.Fungal bread is like Tony Roma's burger.Black is white and brown can be the latest pink.Whatever you see may not be whatever you see.Excuses are justified for the sake of heart matter and with that, we are all smiling.

Emotional creature.
With this, I sighed.

Of dreams

2011-05-09T22:42:00.002+08:00

They say, the older you are, the wiser you become.
...Apparently it cant be applied to everyone.
...at least to me.

I couldnt think much now. The more plans I made, the more shattered my heart will be.I seem incapable to fulfill my dreams, or cant even dream right now. It's not others fault as much as I want to blame them. It's effing me.ME.I am too ambitious to realize the sky is too high for me to reach. I dont think I even manage to touch the tip of the grass oh goodness.I think for big things when the reality is my mouth is up to swallow just a bitter sweet. My esofogus wont even fit for those chewable sugus.Oh damn i dont even know whether i spell esofogus correctly. Or whether i got confused esofogus with trachea?Craps,i am crap.

And yes, it's all my fault.

Aktiviti Malam Jumaat

2011-05-06T15:34:00.005+08:00

Darn, it's already Friday and holiday is almost over!
Why cant I have the companionship all the time? Sigh.

Last night we went to JJ Bkt Raja to watch Fast&Furious5 but it was selling fast and when it came to our turn, it was already sold out. So, we opted for Water For Elephant, which was not bad. I always love Reese Witherspoon (new bride,no?) and watching her alongside Rob Pattinson who was glow-no-longer in different genre of movies somehow refreshing.

The movie was nice, whimsical characters and scenes, but the beginning was a bit slow, my man got sleepy grrrr. His mind was on Vin Diesel so watching Edward Cullen was a major tun off..haha.It used the same Titanic way where an old man reminiscing the old days which full with tragedy, and happiness as well. And looking at Rosie,the elephant reminds me of the exciting time I had at Kuala Gandah..:)

We watched the 10pm show, hence arriving home around 1am, thank God it didnt take much longer since Amran lost the parking ticket (fyi,this wasnt the first time and Alhamdulillah ive learnt to find it just 'funny'!!)Tuned in into astro and layan movie "Sumpah Pocong" pulak.

Abis movie, tido.^-^

**dinner at Nando's.sebab kegemOOOOkan**

Nothingness

2011-05-03T17:51:00.002+08:00

Location: Wendy's, Sunway Pyramid
Date: 2 March 2011
TIme:845pm

So Long Bandung!!

2011-05-03T17:28:00.006+08:00

Flight was at 0610, so we went out at 0400.

Yeah, its still dark, but thank god AirASia didnt delay, if not I woke up at 3 for nothing.

Wearing this Tangkuban Perahu shirt and feeling so tourist-ish.

i love my man, who doesnt anyway.

I spread out all the things we've bought, leaving out some that we've worn and voila, inilah hasilnya!!

Seriously, trust me when I say i wont be near shopping malls for atleast half a year. Oh cut it to 3months. Hehe.

Bandung-The Night Before We Went Off

2011-05-03T17:09:00.006+08:00

I was actually updating my blog back to back non stop. Amran kerja so I'm staying alone right now. E is airing fashion police,arghh walaupon fun watching Joan making fun on others tapi it got me thinking macamlah dia bagus sangat muka botox tak hengat.Argh damn pms.

Ok, last story about bandung.

Malam terakhir everybody was exhausted. Mak berehat di bilik, so me and hub jalan2 depan hotel sket ada convenience store. Our hotel, Unik Hotel was a bit secluded from the main road, but yang bestnya it was next to the Kartika sari factory. So petang tadi we had bought brownies, kek lapis and so on. The aroma masyaAllah so nice.

From the hotel to the main road was just 300m but it was like lorong gelap di Chow KIt.

See, I'm up for 'sale'..hahahaha

Dont feel like eating any Sundanese, or padang anymore, so we just opted for a plain IndoMee Cup, which was goooood, really. Why does almost everything kat sini semuanya enak2?

I did buy 4cups of Indomee to bring back to KL, and now I'm having the last cup of it. Malas nak masak.

Bandung-4th day

2011-05-03T16:39:00.005+08:00

Hooray..

Since no one had any plans, so I said "Why not go to Rumah Mode again?"

So here I was.

And that's me wearing dress that I bought at Cibaduyut for only IDR 20,000 (RM6) and shoes for the same price. hehe.

And here, knowing I wouldnt have the chance to come again, I grabbed another pair of jeans, 3blouses and hubs menambah lagi senyap2 another jeans and 2more shirts.

And to please Mak yang dah marah2, we went again to Pasar Baru and spent hours there choosing, picking, BUYING!!

Lunch this time was at Rumah Makan Sederhana yang harganya tidaklah sederhana sangaaaat. Tapi not bad lah.

Did you see the angkutan kota behind us? If there were only two of us (I mean me and Amran), I'd like to be more adventurous by taking them to move around. Also being a cheapskate us.

And later, asked Pak Ujang to bawak pusing2 bandung.

Hubs got his eyes on this 'kerak telor' hawker and we bought one, it tasted like pulut bakar.

Hubs with bapak polisi.

Mak at Jalan Cihampelas.

Jln Cihampelas was quite happening actually. It was decorated with all these superheroes figures and we were a bit frustrated for not coming here on the first place, since money was thinning..sighed.

And this is at CiWalk, where they had an upscale shopping malls.

And tomorrow would be our flight back to KL.
Macam tak puas lagi..
Tp elok jugak , duit tinggal cukup2 je nak bayar airport tax.

Bandung Still-3rd Day

2011-05-03T16:21:00.004+08:00

At first I was thinking to go to Kawah Putih on the third day, but due to time constraint,(not enough time to shop actually) we backed out.

So the time left was spent merely on shopping.

Cibaduyut- This place is actually famous for its shoes and handbags, and leather jackets. Hubs was looking for a leather jacket and the one that he liked priced around RM 200, though it was considered cheap, money was still a hindrance so buhbye..and here was where I bought 2 flats that only costed IDR 40,000 (RM12) and 2 high heels (RM 17)..

Lunch at Simpang Raya Restaurant, a padang cuisine.Sedap and very cheap.

Walked along Jln Riau FO, and here I bought an Armani Jeans. Still couldnt get my mind off Rumah Mode, though.

I noticed I didnt have much photos of our 3rd day in bandung. My bad.

Bandung-Tangkuban Perahu

2011-05-03T15:27:00.006+08:00

Woke up around 8am, had a very simple breakfast, got into our kijang (avanza) and pak Ujang drove us to Tangkuban Perahu, where you could see the volcanic crater which was amaaaaaaaaazing!! I've never been to places like this so of course it caught my attention most.

And had lunch at KgDaun, which was very famous among Malaysian and upper Bandungites. The place was breathtaking, but food was so so. I had nasi timbel, hubs nasi tutug oncom and erm, i forgot about the rest.hehe.Quite pricey for a not very fulfilling taste.

Kat Indonesia, tapi pakai baju turki.X blend langsung.

Tummy filled, smile plastered on everyone's faces, off we went to super famous Rumah Mode. I really had 'me-time' there with super nice branded clothes with just a fraction of price.They had Topshop, H&M, Marks&Spencers, GAP, Armani, Guess and manymore. I think I enjoyed myself here more than Pasar Baru, and of course lah not a place for your Mom, or at least my mom! But being a fickle minded person, I ended buying nothing, dan balik ke bilik hotel penasaran.

I really needed to go there again upon seeing hubs with 2jeans and 2shirts, changing from one to another, parading in front of me. So not fair!!

Bandung the Shopping Heaven

2011-04-29T15:18:00.007+08:00

Bandung was heaven.Like serious.
I wish I have more moolah so I can splurge like royalties over there.
Foods were nice, nasi padang,minang, sundanese cuisine. Es durian, pisang keju, choc brownies from Amanda and also Kartika sari, yeah, I'm drooling now.
Despites numerous 'pedagang' following you whereever you go, they were not grumpy. Instead softly saying 'sabar menanti buk'...and hell, we were sabarrrr membeli.haha.

Our flight was at 0940 AirAsia.
While waiting..

And in flight..

We arrived around 1200 but Indonesian immigration was so slow, everything was done manually so it was a very long queue to wait. Pak Ujang our supir was already there, and where was our first destination? Pasar Baru, y'all.

My loot? Just 3telekungs, 2kain pasang manik, 1kain pasang sulam. That's it. Dont ask about mak's and Ogy's, they were crazy to the max. No pictures, shopping won over posing.
Maghrib in bandung was around 6pm, so we went back to our hotel (Hotel Unik), checked in, washed up, then went out again to Jln Dago, for the factory outlets.

I dint buy anything here, just some Bandung shirts on the roadside, which costed IDR20,000 (Rm6++) per piece. Cheap, huh?

There goes our first day in Bandung.

Will continue later.

ps; Lets watch William/Kate's royal wedding, must be beutifully amazing.

To Bet & Others

2011-04-20T01:34:00.005+08:00

I saw tek responding to Bet's question so I think, ermm why not i jump into the bandwagon?

But to tell you the truth, I crave not towards foods, at all. In fact I seriously think I eat less than before though surprisingly I gain like err..5kg? But the blame should go to the bad eating habit that I have now since dinner to me is at 10pm. And also the likes of me trying to bake any sweet savoury I found people do on the blogs. At certain point yes, I now a regular to the cafe early in the morning. Unlike before when my tummy did not cooperate with any early foods taken, now it seems to growl and grumble the minute I open my eyes!!

Oh, maybe I have one! The crave of changing the bedsheet, all the pillows and bolsters covers everyday, though I only manage to do it once a week. Ngeh2. I have like 10 new bedsheets from my wedding gifts and rather than keeping them at the back of the piling boxes, lets use them one by one. And still my frequent visits to Parksons and Aussino make me have this photographis memories of those nice bedsheets which I should grab soonest.Perhaps? Post-wedding gifts anyone?;)

Protected Entry #1

2011-04-06T18:14:00.003+08:00

A point to remember

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I Say A Little Prayer For You

2011-04-06T13:30:00.002+08:00

I feel you, you know. But being a total chicken, I do nothing though this has crossed my mind too. Emm, let's see what going to be next. http://www.utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2011&dt=0406&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Forum&pg=fo_01.htm

Feeling Cattish

2011-03-26T11:33:00.005+08:00

Oh lord.
Tons of stories I wanted to tell here, perhaps when I look at them later on, I would be able to say how silly they were..hence the name "sudut rahsia" chosen on the first place. But I have to be realistic. People read and jugde.Speculate and manipulate. So zip up woman!

By the way, the probability to get transferred is a real slim. Was thinking to apply for schools, at least I might get more choices of places, but hubs and Mak dont seem liking the idea. Maybe they can see I'm not a 'school material'. But to be honest, I dont know if I can enjoy the life at school either. I couldnt be strict, or even inject the 'garang' personality (since people said nak mgajar kat sekolah kena garang2 sket) Matrix is more lenient, and discipline wise..it's tolerable. So how holly cow?

Meanwhile, lets cheer me up with this cute companion..

ps:You wont break my heart, will u?

Routines Interruption

2011-03-17T21:29:00.002+08:00

Whining, weeping are just so typical when being in long distance marriage.Pffft.

Weekends are made exclusively for us.
No matter how boring it is, how heated the fight is,being together is solely what I'm looking for.
Silly movies,tasteless foods,bad traffic are nothing compared to the togetherness.

And when something messed up with my weekends,
I super loath it.
Every single days is counted, y'know.
The arrival on Fri night.
The departure on Sun noon.
So, I guess,farewell routines.

To whom it may concerned,
I hate youuuuuu.

Merrrong

2011-03-14T22:12:00.002+08:00

Had a good time watching Merong Mahawangsa with hubs last Saturday. Not bad, the pictures are all nice, though some of the scenes reminded me of LOTR/Pirates of Carribean.LOL.Very much pagan like.
But I think I would like to see more of the romance scenes of Merong & Embok, then only the whole parts of Annuar Zain's song can be put into pictures. Sebab masa Merong mati, I didnt feel much sadness.Aura tak mari. If that part can be fixed, I think that song can be as haunting as "I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing" in Armageddon.Yes, no?
Stephen Rahman fits Merong character well. I cant imagine any other Malaysian actors replacing him. Sebab badan dia adalah awwwww. Tp accent Melayu failed lah. Of all, Khir Rahman is the best. Kemawas yang mawas, so darn evil.
Good try from Yusry.

Go watch it people.

ps: Amran and I are waiting for movie that featured Shaheizy Sam talking in Kelantanese, I'm not sure what the name is.
pss:Yeay, support Malaysian film pliss.
psss: On the other note, Malaysians are so ignorant dont u think so? Buat lawak pasal other people's calamity.

Mellow Saturday

2011-03-05T12:26:00.003+08:00

When I'm not a "kuah" person, he loves gulai lemak.
When I'm in love with seafood, he thinks of ikan kembong all the time.
When I do my laundry once a week, he does it once in 2days.
When I put the glasses in the sink (i'll do it later), he cleans up right away (even taking the ones i put beside me while watching tv..grrr)
When I wake up I shower, he wakes up to watch football.
When I superlove E Channel, he goes crazy for ESPN
When I recklessly throw away my handphone, he carefully puts his in leather case
When I prefer to emails hotels/tourguides for quotation, he calls.
When I'm angry he acts nonchalantly.
When he's mad I go to sleep.
When I drive he patrols me, he drives?I eat,drink,sing,sleep.
When I call him during the day he would be busy
When he calls me I'll be in class
For every confusion I sit and think
When he calls for clarification even for small things
When he's on bed he puts the fan at no3 speed
Its only then i'll wake up and change to speed 5
When I'm in the kitchen he helps
Just for a few minutes before i shoo him away for cant take his master chef comment

There are moments I cant even stand him
But not to have him here by my side is more
Ermm..heartwrenching?

Note.

2011-03-01T17:50:00.004+08:00

Not a very happy wikens i had.
No oreos, no cheese, no movies.
No this no that no those.

Thank you.

of randoms

2011-02-24T14:36:00.002+08:00

Hmm..let's see what do I have in mind now +wikens plans

1. orea cheese cake-might bake it this wikend, no?
2. my doublebooked AA tixs-demmyuu..give me the refunds please MrTony.
3. forms and forms..more paperworks to settle
4.alang2 tgh ada baking mood, lets make apam polkadot, oreo truffles and homemade chickenchop. Wahwah!
5.go try restoran sedapbenar.
6.oh yeah.is mixer a need?guna tangan pon boleh?
7.apakah weightscale?

This is just to say

2011-02-21T14:16:00.002+08:00

Down with headache. I guess it is time for me to have checkups with the optometrist rather than buying the contacts straight from the counter.Tapi tu lah, bila nk check mata pon yang mengetest adalah the salesgirl whom I was very much sure they dont know much.;(((

Its still 5weeks to go before starting my long holidays. Classes are a tad boring. Students pon dah start memonteng.Cepatlah the term ends..hopefully can start new things at new place. But still I heard nothing of the transfer.

If I were still here next semester, I memang emotionallly rotten lah.

Better than nothing

2011-01-28T22:09:00.002+08:00

It's my fault to put hope so high that when it doesn't go as expected, i fall.into.pieces.

Future is still bleak.
Transfer process doesn't look so promising.Sigh.
Been planning to look for other backups but what are they?
I always thought that living together would be the starting point of our lives, towards better things-executing whatever plans that we have.
Since that might not happen real soon, need to make other things work.As well. Sigh.

So without thinking so much of where this could bring us, we are a step closer on XXX.
Not to forget we are still miles away on other happy things.
Still, say a little yeay!

LPT*Lebuhraya Pantai Timur

2011-01-23T21:09:00.004+08:00

Saya dengan LPT memang takleh connect.
There's always a big mess when when I drive through the way.

One classic story was when I forgot to withdraw money from the atm, causing me literally cashless to pay the toll. And I ended up crying next to my car when a very considerate stranger offered for help.

And today, about 3hours ago I was chasing hub's bus, to pass his car and home keys which he forgot to take from the small compartment in my car. And the best thing was I didnt bring along my mobile, so the only mode of communicating was the public phone booth.Bummer!

For the very first time, I drove to 120-150km/h and it was mad u know. Amran had asked the driver to wait at the RnR Gambang, and he actually stopped for only 5mins, and left when I was actually about 5mins behind. Benci betul bas SPBumi, Sayang next time tak payah naik bas ni okayy. I was right behind the bus when it reached Maran, and I assumed he would stop at RnR Temerloh since that's the pit stop for any busses. I am the regular so I know, but he did not! So I followed the bus further up thinking it might stop at RnR Lanchang because some drivers prefer Lanchang to Temerloh, less people. But he did not.

Damn you bus driver!! (I think he purposely did that!!Seriously!)

I stopped at Lanchang and asked nicely this kakak to borrow her phone. Again, I depended on kindness of strangers. There were no phonebooths around,sobs.sobs. Misscalled Amran,he called me back saying sorry bla bla but I perfectly understood his feeling for wasnt I the one supposed to be in his position, not him, aye??

Talked to some bus drivers there, and they suggested I left the keys at the shop over there since there would be a Transnasional bus to Shah Alam coming up at around 6.30pm. So Alhamdulillah. Such a relief. The guy whom I passed the keys to even asked, "Eh bukan akak selalu naik bas kan?Macam biasa tengok." See?

The chase of 300km to and fro was over.
My feet are swollen and,my eyes are blurry.

What most important is my man arrives safe and sound.
And I hope he understands the feeling I-Didnt-Do-It-On-Purpose when "I told you so" was never uttered at all, by me. (though I refrained myself so much not to)

It happened after azan was heard

2011-01-10T01:15:00.004+08:00

Somehow I just couldnt keep my eyes close tonight.
Sigh.

Amran left this afternoon with the smell of his perfume lingered on the bedsheet.
He gave me a really good surprise by knocking on my door on Saturday evening.
We did actually agree on staying at our own since I would start my 1week holiday this coming Thursday.
But I didnt know what crazy emotions had possessed for getting agitated when Fri came.
So when I drew the curtain to see who was knocking, I was overwhelmed.
With a heap of guilty.And buckets of happppp-py.
If I was not in my wudu', I would seriously jump on him and wet his face for my sloppy kisses.

He later told me if I was not in my wudu' he would ......haha.I dont think so.

So please Thursday come quick.
Cant wait to be fulltime housewife for a week.

MAIKK 2010

2011-01-04T16:38:00.006+08:00

Some KMPh commitee has put up photos during MAIKK2010 so here they are.

This photo makes me super fat. I know I'm gaining weight now, but I dunno how could it become so obvious in this picture. To my defense, I was wearing jeans underneath for I needed to catch the bus later. But still I looked fat.Sobs.Sobs. Next to me is K.Firdaus, and she's going to the US this coming holiday.She said if I need to pesan anyting, just let her know, but you knowlah. Spending on handbags or makeups aint what i wanna do to start the new year.

Oh i'm fat. I still coulnd stop whining about it. I drank air halia for the past 3 weeks before K.Anis scolded me. I didnt aware of the heat frm air halia could somehow affect my eggs. So I stopped. But it really worked.Seriously.I lost 3kg, but I guessed this photo doesnt do any justice.;)

Dinner was so-so. But I loved to see how warm and laidback the environment was. Even the big shots performed on the stage. Nope, nope.Not karaoke. But presenting us with this funny silly sketch. Sangat sporting.

and.....

All's well ends well.Cheerios!!

My Song

2011-01-03T19:26:00.002+08:00

I'm digging everything about Bruno Mars and oh gosh.I'm totally swooned over him. Hubs has been singing this song for past few weeks, and told me this is my song..so yeah.

My song it is.

Welcome 2011

2011-01-02T23:47:00.002+08:00

Let's recap what had happened in 2010.

There were some happy moments, some were not. There were times I laughed till my head off, some other time I would cry silently,inside. But that now has become memory since we are in 2011 now y'all.

So, lets see what I've achieved/not achieve so far.

In terms of relationship, June marked the most memorable one. I got married to the one I love. I felt blessed because of all the hardships, we managed to be together. And somehow I felt so grown up. I think I am more accomodating towards him. I mean I learnt to be more understanding, and of course tolerance. I listened to him, and looked for his words. I let him plan for lotsa other things and just go with his flow. This is so much of because I felt I was like paying back his kindness. During our courtship, he never said no to my requests. I dragged him to almost everywhere, never in my mind thought of how tired he would be, how big the hole burnt in his pockets was,how uncomfortable of him to be in the circle and etc. I wanted to win in every fight.I wanted to be heard all the time, and ignored his. So somehow June 2010 marked the wiser,matured me.I hope so.
And I got closer to Mak. I guess when everything was settled, nothing of her to worry much about me, the reponsibility of her taking care of me has handed down, so we got along well and swell.;)Shukor also just got himself a stable job at Proton.And I could talk some wifey talk with Ogy,Riq,K.Yus.
My relationshipship with my officemates is getting way better. I could connect with some of them, and share some personal things. I guess everyone has toned down, including me. I no more felt left out, and even if I'm alone, I still could survive. I did my work, mingled when I felt I should socialize, or else just locking infront of pc doing my own thang.
But I think I did worst with my friendships.I was hurt,and hurt badly though I knew I should not have.But with some white lies, unpicking calls/unreplied sms at the peak of the moments, I just didnt know how to react nonchalantly.Perhaps, time will heal.Because I know I still need them, and I need to know that I am still much needed too.

In terms of financial, oh gosh. It went haywire. I didnt have savings at all!!With both of us travelling back and fro every weekend (Kuantan-S.Alam-Kuantan), nothing much could be planned.

Btw, these are what I'm expecting this year, 2011:

1. Be a better Muslimah. Not to skip the prayers, cuba to cover up,Insyaalah.
2. To see my tranfer application approved, Ya Allah,please grant my wish.
3.Once I'm in Selangor, we can plan our financial better, and get a home to call ours.
4. And continue with my plan to do Masters.
5.Dikurniakan cahaya mata. Amin.
6.Be nearby my sisters.
7.More family vacations. And island escapades!!
8.Better friendships.

Dan semualah yang bagus2 not only for me, but everyone.

Goodbye 2010, Welcome 2011!!

KMPh Annual Dinner

2010-12-30T13:28:00.002+08:00

I have annual dinner tonite at Vistana.
Malasnya nak pegi but have to since everyone should pay.
Bila dah bayar macam rugi pulak xpegi makan kan.

My brown caftan has been the regular in my wardrobe. pakai pon masa raya je.
That happens when you bought something that is not practical.
Same goes to my baju kawin. Kinda regret for choosing white. Kalau kaler lain atleast boleh recycle.

So tonight brown caftan it is.
Perhaps with simple makeups and let-loose hair.
Plus still need to catch up my bus at 11:30.
The whole family still kt KL. Mak will only go back after her anak bongsu laki,Shukor starts his work at Proton.Risau sgt as if kecik lagi.

Office is freaking freezing.
It's been raining since yesterday,if last year I could see some overflowed water on the roads, macam ala banjir. But this year xsangat. Alhamdulillah.

Ok diary. Got class.
Chio.

Cerita bola

2010-12-29T22:40:00.010+08:00

Woot! Woot!Malaysia won the AFFCup!!!
Talking about football..I donno much, except looking at the most good looking player with good skills, chasing the ball, the sweats, the nice designs of new jerseys blablabla.
But my man is a fanatic.
Avid fan of MU, Red Warrior and of course the Malaysian team.
He would leave me alone at home so that he could watch the game at the stadium with his friends.
Sometimes I mind, sometimes I dont.Depends on my mood.
But most of the time, when he was at the stadium, I would stay at home watching the game live on tv.
When he comes back, we'll talk about the game but definitely on different note.
I'll ask question like "Keeper tu hensem ah yang.Muda lagi eh?"
"Ah ah.Muda lagi. Wuu..tengok taak gol tadi, lawa tu.."
"Yang score tdi pon hensem gak, muka jantan kan."
"A ah, dia main best, mmg striker pon."
See??

But I still love watching football.Masa RedWarrior menang, I seriously felt sooo proud.and grateful. Sebab mengenangkan a lot of people I know (yang travel frm KB-KL) willing to come supporting the team, including my bro dengan his frens yang i know bukannya ada duit sgt pon tp sbb Kelnatan final, datang jugak.So i nak jugak Kelantan menang.Biar berbaloibaloi.
During the season, then I kenal a few palyers, a few played for Malaysian team. So tadi while watching the AFF Cup, my focus was actually on these two.

Norshahrul Idlan Talaha looks very much like my bro in law.Amran's eldest bro.Amran cakap dia main kelassss.Wellllll, he still looks like Abe Anih to me.

The one who caught my eyes most mestilah keeper yang bermata sepet itu.Khairul Fahmi.Hehe.I always have soft spot for that kind of face.Mata sepet.Tinggi.Aummmm. Tapi like many people say, you wont get what you want. So dapatlah yang bermata x sepet tapi hazel dan tak berapa nak tinggi.Haha.
so yummmeh.

Tapi bagilah 10 macam ni pon, it wont be the same with my own heartkeeper.

My heart keeper

"I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)"-E.E Cummings

New Companion

2010-12-28T16:17:00.003+08:00

I wanna tell the whole world that I have my own broadband now..yuhuuu.

Amran's friend, Uyie went to UK following the wife. So he left the broadband, now the new owner I am.Happy!!

You'll see me updates every 10 secs. You wish!!!

Peristiwa Hari Jumaat, Sabtu, Ahad dan Isnin

2010-12-28T09:50:00.003+08:00

I took my annual leave on Monday, so all 4days off to myself. Err, not so much for myself but atleast to make other people happy.

Reached Ogy's around 8pm on Friday only to see Dina, Mia and Harris all made up with their bags to overnite at Amran's. K.Yus told me they were ready since 6pm, (since I told them I would be there at 6).However, Amran's having Family Day with the officemates at PD the next morning, and I knew they all would be out of control without their moms.So, instead of driving them to S.Alam, we brought them to JJ Maluri. Jln2, belanja kasut sekolah, Oreo icecream one each, balik singgah mamak lagi, baru balik rumah. Riq and A.Rizal were already there to fetch Mia home, but she meraung tak nak balik."Nak tido rumah Su Cekkkkkk".Oh. She's been sleeping over Ogy's for almost a week, mak pak dia pon dh macam nak marah2 but you know lah kids, bila dh ada kawan2 of course lah dia suka. Pulak tu cousins je pon. By the way, went back to S.Alam around 11pm. Ngantuks.

We were supposed to gather infront of the office around 830, but hehe.We were still on bed when As called for our whereabouts at 930. So lompat katil mandi semua, by 1015 we reached the office with of course some tease and remark.So embarassing.;)Dah lama tak pegi PD, in fact pantai.So apa lagi, I was the only woman yang mandi manda, yang lain x pon.hehe. Naik banana boat for the first time, bbq chicken, prawns, squids n semualah.best jugak. Around 7pm baru bertolak balik. Stopped by Uya's to fetch MiaDinaHarris. Mak nd KYus slept over Uya's, which dekat je.Sek 7 je. Bawak balik rumah, they seemed to confuse. Eh Su Cek, Pahang dekat je ek. Oh now I know why they were so excited to come to my house. Amran tempted them with PS2, so apa lagi dengan game bola lah, Shrek lah. Bila nak tido, semua nak tido luar depan tv so I put on the comforter. Amran and I slept inside with the door ajar..There was one time Mia suddenly came inside and slept next to me, after an hour or so, dia keluar balik pijak Amran semua.haha.funneh.

Sunday morning, I made breakfast.So makan semua, continued playing PS2 again. Around 2, I brought them to SACC mall, ada Upin Ipin Fair.Amran wasnt around, he went to watch Malaysia-Indo football match. Nak gi SACC mall pon sesat, boleh?haha. From there, we went to Kompleks PKNS.pusing2.oklah.Mia is a grown ups now..she no longer complained 'malas nak jalan' and what not.Dina macam biasa very considerate. Minum pon nak air kosong je, afraid that it would cost me alot.So cute. Harris macam biasa jugak always got scolded for straying far from me. Around 5ish, K.Yus called saying they were going to Pantai Remis. So I drove to Uya's. Sesat sekali lagi coz I took the wrong turn. I still couldnt master the S.Alam routes but somehow it didnt worry me much since I always managed to find the way out.*smug*

And on the Monday morning, I became SAHW, waiting for my bus at 430.

And now, I'm at the office, writing up the events of 4days of my weekends.

Tikus

2010-12-20T13:18:00.004+08:00

Amran came down last wiken tho it was supposed to be my turn. I was so freaking busy this week..with loads of class observations and audit people are coming today..(yes today and I still have time to blog!!) Amran was busy too but I insisted since there was a R.A.T in my house!! Kalau Bet mesti dah xboleh tidor. I saw it behind my washing machine on last Tuesday, and called Amran in frenziness. Was mad with his ridiculous idea to get rid of that little brute, so insisted he come himself to execute his plan. Thank God he said orait.

And on Saturday night the unlucky creature was trapped on the sticky power glue costed rm2.80 after Amran spotted it again behind the washing machine and the chaste started. I'm pretty sure there's only sekor since we had a massive spring clean after that and I found none. Not even a trace ie:smell,poops. Im actually trying to convince myself and repeating the mantra "Cik Siti Tolong Pegi" for the ummpth time. Amran had nailed every single hole we found with some thick cardboards so I hope yes, no more rats.

Tired of sleeping with the lights on for almost 4days.
Somehow it makes my morning less fresher.

K.Limah

2010-12-13T13:55:00.004+08:00

Movies gives Amran an adrenaline rush.
Sanggup hopping to 3 diffrent malls just to make sure dapat tengok jugak.

And it was.......Hantu Kak Limah Pulang Ke Rumah y'all!!!

Nasib baik best.
Kukik2 i gelak.

How I spent my Sat,Sun,Mon, Tues

2010-12-08T08:50:00.004+08:00

I took my annual leave (apparently I still have 3days left) on Monday, and spent the days at hub's crib. Now I'm back at the office, feeling numb.And lonesome. This coming Saturday would also be working day. Bummer!There goes my plan to join hub's officemates bbq-ing at PD.

Like usual, weekends with him was full of fun. However, less foodies involved since I'm keeping up (trying) with my diet now.Went to Sunway Pyramid on Saturday with the initial plan to watch movies.But mission unaccomplished since the wife couldnt get off her eyes at the sales. Haha.I am a sucker for Charles and Keith and they were having sales! Got my eyes set on this snake leather handbag, and the price was ok. But hub kept on saying beg u dah banyak beg u dah banyak and I couldnt believe I actually took his words. So I opted for a wallet since the one that I use now was a Guess wallet given by Shamsul. And he actually said yes, wallet u dah burok, boleh beli. Which I doubted his motive. We had lunch at this Popeye, first timer for this one and the foods were ermmm..tasteless according to hub. With comparison to spicy savoury KFC chickens.and burgerlicious McD.Bought some blouses, with hub's tastes. He said my baju were all so typical, yeah.I know i know. And also bought this pumps from Vincci. The ones from CnK not really nice.I dont feel good wearing pumps, but this one seems ok. Hub said kan nampak lain.taklah typical u.So what's wrong with being typical me? Tak cantik kah?But i ok jer. I can wear pape jenis baju, as long as u bayar.haha.

The next day, at 6ish, we went to The Curve, again with the plan to watch movies. Hub was determined this time to MOVIES only. But Harry Potter was at 925,and Narnia was at 1025.I told him its ok to wait so we could go down, jalan2.(yes,flea markets!)Well, he could see where I was up too, and of course he said NO and the next thing I knew we were at the OneUtama GSC watching Narnia 3D for 745pm show.Talking about focus and determination.

By the way, he worked on Monday, so I just stayed at home watching E! and imagining myself being a (hot) housewife waiting for the hub to come home.Best jugak.Tp bosan kot. E! kept playing the same shows back to back so xbest lah. Had simple dinner when he reached home. Rehat2, after isyak drove out to Subang to buy some cds. Pusing2 sampai rumah around 11, spread out the comforter at the living room, switched off all the lights, hub turned on his hometheatersystem with the subwoofer surrounded the small space and we watched MyNameIsKhan only to wake up the next morning still in the same place.Nice.

And around 430, there I was on the bus to Kuantan. With a silent cry in heart. Wishing for a better year. Perhaps.

Today's feeling is

2010-11-26T10:09:00.003+08:00

...inevitable envy.

Of those who chance applying makeup in the car.

On the way to the workplace.

Husband's the driver.

If only this is

Hari Raya Qurban

2010-11-22T08:50:00.005+08:00

At last, hari raya pictures!

Sedap ok xpercaya cuba try.

2010-11-16T09:09:00.003+08:00

Whenever hubs' coming down, I somehow had made a mental note on what we are gonna have for the dinner. I dont eat much on daily basis, (seriously) but when he comes, oh my. I seriously will be having 6-7meals per day!Whether I cook or dine out, its not the questions but looking at how much calories I take, no doubt he is my ultimate appetiser. Just looking at him evokes my hunger and crave.Like serious.

So for days, my mouth watered remembering sup belut,sotong goreng kunyit, kailan ikan masin,puyuh goreng at this restaurant near Jaya Gading. Or tomyam campur, kailan ikan masin, puyuh goreng at Sinar Mesra next to Shell. Or that nasi lemak of creative pakcik who turned the old traditional sewing machine table into dining table. By the way, hubs who taught me to eat belut. At first, I felt squirmish thinking that sleeky lean snake-like creature served on my plate. So my first try was belut goreng kunyit, thinking at least the taste would not be that obvious. Sekali, eh sedap. Try sup, eh sedap.eh sedap.nak lagi.eh sedap. eh sedap.

But last night, my heart crushed. Ini kan malam lagi sehari nak raya, mestilah all those peeps (most of them orng Siam) went back home. And normally when they start holidaying, it would take 1 week to start the business back.

Tak sempat lah i nak makan dengan Amran. Makan sorang tak sedap.;(((((((

Saya x sabar nak balik kb esok.

2010-11-10T13:31:00.003+08:00

Down with flu since yesterday.

And a bit cough.

So totally not in mood for anything.

Did rope skipping for 150times after reaching home yesterday.

Now I know how tiresome it is to shed kilos.

And watched Chinta after unwatching it for quite some time.

Tetiba I loathe Ady Putra. Macam geli2. Bibir hitam.haha.

Gila emosi.

Well, ini entry beberapa hari lepas tp xtau knp type2 malas nak post. Chinta Chanduri pon dah mati pon.

By the way, am still down with flu. Nk telan makanan sakit tekak. Hubs will be coming

tonight, since tomorrow afterwork we're going back to kb.

And to those who are wondering, I m not pregnant. Trasa hati i u nak cakap i gemok sebenarnya kan.kan.

Fat Is Beautiful...

2010-11-08T10:49:00.007+08:00

...was what written on the shirt sold at the souvenir shop at Kuala Gandah. We both laughed at that but then I thought, well...I would be brave enough to parade the shirt only for two reasons, 1. if I were an elephant or 2.there is another human in my tummy.

So yes dolls, after much persuasion, there we were.

Only the 1st 120 persons were allowed to ride and bath with the Big E, the rest were up to only feeding.*frust* I asked hubs are we going there again since this trip wasnt a complete one, but he said "Tengoklah 2tahun lagi"

See, they could bathe the elephant. Tak sexcited ke macam tu?

And rode them too! Dalam hati meronta2 nak naik ok.

Dapat pegang telinga pun ok lah. This is Selendang, and actually one feet crippled attacked by tiger. Very nice this boy, u know.

And she actually thanked you when you feed her!Coolness.

Finally muka isteri yang happy dapat tengok, pegang, usap, belai, bagi makan gajah.

Awesome!!

Sojourn in Melaka

2010-11-08T10:17:00.006+08:00

Had some fabulous time in Melaka, though short.
Makan sedap, nice budget hotel that comes with breakfast, snapping pictures using self timer, walking up and down the city, sniffing the belacan..ohhh.
And I just couldnt help from smiling remembering Me-You time.;)

Pening because..

2010-10-19T13:35:00.002+08:00

It's invigilating time!
And like usual, the rows and rows of kids make me such a walking zombie.
Passing the question papers back and fro somehow makes me losing the focus, and by the end of the day a nice evening nap on my bed,sleeping out of dizziness is what you can expect out of me.
Routine-ness.

The coming Monday would be public holiday for Pahang.
So happy so it means longer fun time in KB. Suri's getting married on Friday, and hubs has been so nice these days to make sure I oblige his request to go back to kb Friday after dawn. Now I'm on the crossroad for this resposibilty to the job or to him.HAHA.

Maybe should pester for a camera in return.

When I'm at the lowest ebb

2010-10-11T16:06:00.004+08:00

...a nice getaway just for the two of us is what I need after all.

Together with nice food, perhaps air jagung iceblended, nice sunny weather and a camera.

Will be just fab!!

At 4:30, I'm going

2010-10-01T01:11:00.000+08:00

Down to S.Alam again this weekend. And it makes 2times in a row.
I think hubs now has mastered the skill to allure me with good foods around SA and the temptation to Ikea every now and then.:) Should let him enjoy the moments til my next mood swing blows him hard.

Daa.

Nasib baik.

2010-09-24T13:46:00.000+08:00

If not, I would be known as the blackout maker.

Bumped into En.Zailan this morning after I clocked in, and he passed me a wedding gift.

I donno if the gift means he likes my hair so much or please do something with it because it turns out to be a hairdryer.

Whooa. I love it actually. I've had one, but this is different because it comes with ion which can make your hair shinier.At least that's what written on the packaging.

So naik ofce, plug in,grenggggggggggggggg..kaput!

Everything's out. My pc. The black box voltage regulator also.

Godek2, nasib baik ok.

On another note,I'm going.Tomorrow.

Oh yeah. Oh yeah.Oh yeah.

lol.

Masalah PJJ

2010-09-22T13:23:00.001+08:00

The last departing time was last Sunday, while Nona was aired on the tv.
No words about who's coming to whom this time.
Neither we talked about it after.

So now Im dying to know is it my turn or his turn.
And yet so proud to ask.
And that served me right.

The thing is going there nowadays adalah sgt memalaskan.
Sitting atleast 4hours on bus to and fro is exhausting indeed.
Pegi ok lagi because I normally take bus afterwork, but still need to rush for a cab.
Balik sgt penat.
Emotionally and physically.
When he offered to send over, I declined.
For knowing it would burn a hole on his pocket, and driving back along LPT Karak, alone in the middle of night is not an easy business.

Dulu sgt excited, going there almost every weekend.
Even driving on my own.
Atleast I can make it into 3hours, but moneywise...

ok, lah enough of it.
This is like 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000000001% of other's suffer.
Should grateful instead.
Bais.

Raya this year

2010-09-21T10:54:00.000+08:00

Raya this year:

-was awesome because A surprised me with another 3pairs of baju raya, totalled up to 6pairs altogether.Yuuhuu...but!!!!! It meant nothing since we did not take a photo together AT ALL!!!

-I ate at all the houses we went, so couldnt resist the nasi kapit, sate, nasi beriani,nasi dage lauk itik (ate it for the first time) and with all these gobbled in, the only person to blame was us after frequent visits to toilet the night after. Hubs was more severe sampai need to suffer diarhea for a week.

-made me craved for lakse (laksam) on the 4th day of raya so went round and round KB but counldnt find one. Called up Abe Yie and he said there was one near Panji, famous dan sedap named Bai T Laksam. Unfortunately it was still closed. Frustrated, pusing2 lagi and out of nowhere we stopped by a very old shabby kedai kopi which served mi celup. Surprisingly setaap. Am thinking of going there again. So dont judge the food by its eatery.

-I spent more time attending hub's friends' open houses. And I only brought her to Bet's wedding. A solid proof he has way more friends than me. Sob!

-was special in its own way.;)

Raya Kita

2010-09-06T13:35:00.000+08:00

This might sounds mushy, but yeah. I cant wait to celebrate our raya together.

I remembered texting him during last year's raya, something like its gonna be our last raya being single, and hell it's true!!! We didnt tell anyone about our plan (despite planning on our own to get engaged on raya haji) and was ecstatic to know it becoming real.

Went back to A's house (pulang ke pangkuan suami?) last week and went to hunt for raya outfit.

Got myself 3pairs and him 1..Shah Alam was the best place to shop for baju raya i tell you. At least for me coz I love my baju to bits. Was looking for some chunky bracelets and earings too but couldnt find one, now I regret for not buying the ones I liked at Diva since none I could find in Kuantan.

Remember when you are a kid there's always at least 2sets of baju, traditional and modern?

I want to bring back my childhood since I've left my singlehood (makes sense?), so does A. He wanted to replace his Gap jeans which dont-know-where-he-put so we headed to OU during one of the days. (i mean cuti merdeka) On the way, there was a song that sounded like this "Aku berpaut pada.....sejengkal tali cuma.." Remember? So we played a bet. I was 105% sure that it was Azian Mazwan Safwan that I went to agree upon buying him a Gap jeans if I lost. I remembered singing that song when I was in primary school and Ning didnt exist that earrrrly right? So of course I lost. And I sulked along the way and actually that was the best weapon to un-bet the bet. So lesson learnt. Ning is classic.

However, both of us didnt buy the jeans, he couldnt find the one he liked and me, suddenly felt it was such a waste to buy now knowing it wont fit me anymore.

Ok back to raya.

This year around I bought 7jars of cookies, costed me so much that later on, I decided to make my own. Rolled the mini popia by myself till my back strained so bad, so settled for only 1packet.
Ordered from Ogy's in laws kerepek originally from Jawa Sabak Bernam, it was so good that actually been buying from her for years.

The reason for overflowing of cash for raya this year obviously because I have 2families now.
Obvious isnt it?

By the way, cant wait to button and unbutton his baju melayu on the blissful raya morning.
Bersalaman, asking for forgiveness.
Introduce him to my father and me, get introduced to his mother.
Strutting in our matching outfit around kampong.

And I want to tell him that everyday is raya with him, albeit the fight.

Selamat Hari Raya!!

18.07.2010

2010-07-19T12:49:00.000+08:00

First time would always lead to a second one.
First step would lead to thousand miles.
Do u know that?

Bulan madu kita

2010-07-13T13:25:00.000+08:00

Bulan madu di awan biru

Tiada yang mengganggu

Bulan madu di atas pelangi

Hanya kita berdua

Mengecap nikmat cinta

Yang indah tak terperi

Sesuci embun pagi..

Aryani Resort, Merang

17-18 Jun 2010

NSOP (Not So Old Photo) Part 1

2010-07-02T16:14:00.001+08:00

I City is just a stone throw away from our crib. I love!

Sipping coffee at KedaiKopi while feeding the tortoises and fish is love.

Lying lazily on your red couch, with our feets tangle to each other and eyes fixed to tv screen is love.

Fly me to Shah Alam please....

New status

2010-07-02T16:14:00.000+08:00

Received calling letter for tomorrow's meeting.
Addressed to Puan Norwani.
Mmmm..

I'm a married woman now, Alhamdulillah.
It's surreal, having married to someone I love all this while.
It feels special as well, knowing you'll have your future with him.
and to be able to do everything legally, in every sense.

Ok, enough.
I havent written anything about my wedding, and planning to do that sometimes later.
We havent got our oficial photos yet, and are very thrilled to see them.
Will update once the photos are here.
Would be nicer isnt it?
Tp mungkin agak basi di situ.
Its ok, I write for my own reading.

Till then, bais.
Muah muah.

MY WISH LIST

2010-06-07T13:44:00.000+08:00

Name me a girl who's in the correct of mind wont be happy for her wedding?

I am happy, and of course in the quest of making it to---->perfection.

But everyone's having their own definition for this.

For me,

I want my nikah to be done at masjid, surrounded by families and close friends.

I want, when Amran kisses me on my forehead, the sheer of cold sweat is because iI feel loved when all my loved ones are here.

I want all the heartbreaks, frustrations and disappointments diminish into the thin air the moment Amran says "Aku terima nikahnya..."

On the night of akad nikah, I want all my guests, especially my non-Kelantanese friends to enjoy the nasi kerabu Mak ordered from the famous MokJoh Penambang and also have the taste of Kelantanese sweet delicacies Mak ordered from the famous Niks who cater royalties for years.

I want all my friends to join the tepung tawar session as I've prepared myself the special bunga telor to be passed which caused me backpain for days.

I want all my friends to be with me giving the *First Time* poses on the dais, as u know my family is the reserved lot, they wont give me these crazy poses.

I want the not so update dais that I took from NBride wont turn out so bad. Same goes to make up, songkets and lace kebaya.

I want my photographer, AriffinMukhtar manages to capture the beautiful moments of everything since he comes quite cheap, n sometimes cheap means bad.

I want all my friends not to feel left out during my wedding since it's just a very small reception, so by right I should be able to entertain all.

I want the guests to be contented with the dodol and Kisses I stuff into the gown and tux boxes I bought via online tho Mak loathes them. And dodol bought by Lat must be good, I trust her taste.

I want everyone to enjoy the food during my reception for Haji Halim Caterer is one of the famous caterer in Kota Bahru, so he must live up to the reputation by giving us good and delectable food.

I want Amran will look at me as if I am the most beautiful woman in the world.

I want Mak to be happy with the choice I made and always pray for my happiness as I've brought her a lot pain too.

I want Amran to be received by all my family members, and Dina would be at ease with him since this favourite niece of mine is not easily open up to new people. And sorry Dina, the name Farah Farhana Ain Puteri you choose for your future cousin wont be real because your Pakcik Amran wants ours to start with "A".

I want. I want.Iwant.

But in quest of perfection, I know I have to accept whatever that comes.

Because by the end of the day,
I just want to lay in your arms and weeping silently of joy and despair.

benci

2009-12-16T10:22:00.000+08:00

I thought they had blocked the internet access to writing blogs since i heard they did.( no Farmville, Youtube) but nay, it wasnt. And bcuz of stressfull things happening around me these days so i need a place to vent out my anger and frustration. Although this is no longer a sudut rahsia but i dont care i just want to write it out you get me.

Stereotyping, generalising is so schoolgirls u know. What if I am teslian?what if i dont don scarf?what if i teach drama in class?what if i teach songs in class?

Do these mean that you can look down at me and assume bab2 menggedik atas pentas serahkan saja

2009-09-01T08:52:00.000+08:00

I am so pissed today.yesterday.and maybe tommorow too.

Then the big Q comes again. Am I making the right decision?
We were fighting for almost the same thing for years and I dont see much effort from both sides to not repeating it again somehow in the future.

I am exhausted.

Salah ibu mengandung kot.

2009-08-11T15:31:00.000+08:00

I was blog hopping just now and read some of my students'(ex) blogs and I am quite taken aback when the word f*** and many others are widely used.

Is it my fault?
When I was angry, nose flaring with fire, did I write the same thing?

Did I?

Won't there be 'better' words to choose instead of every 10words must be embellished with f***?

What's f***ing wrong with me that I couldn't bear the word f***?

F***.

It feels like new

2009-08-11T15:23:00.000+08:00

Study week (a week),exam week(a week too!), midterm break for 2weeks, and plus another 1week holidays due to H1N1.

Such a loooooong holidays we both had.

So, walking into classes today feels like new.

And yeah. I put on my new pink chiffon baju kurung..phewwit.

Raya dh nk dekat kan?

2009-08-10T14:57:00.000+08:00

Oh my.
Its been ages. Sorry sayang..i have many secrets to tell, but everything is soo mixed up so let me arrange the items in my brain first then i will throw up everything to you yah darling?

First.

My First minor Operation --well, i need to exaggerate a bit, so u can be kesian to me;)

I always have problems with my skin, let alone pimples kudis or kurap, they all seem to have favor on me. Okep. Not kurap yep. I am not that ugly. So I've been having this lump -lokasi rahsia-early of the year but I dont really give a hell of it bcuz it's not itchy, painful or anything similar to that. However, when my sister appointed that to me, I was like "Err".
And to cut a long story short, it was known as 'sebacious cyst' and needed to be removed.
3weeks before the operation date were really challenging. It was getting bigger and bigger and my..paaaainful as well. I couldnt sleep or even wake up. How could a candy size lump bring such ailment to now 50kg lady? I went to HTAA again asking for a sooner operation date and on 24thJune, I got it excised. Alhamdulillah. Now gone the pulsing pain on my dot. I dont have to cup it first before waking up or lying down. No more midnite cries. Huhu.Hopefully I would be fully recovered and it wont come again.

Pics:later.

Sakit mata tak?

2009-05-29T14:14:00.001+08:00

Some random pix to add your eye soreness.

Enjois.

1 2 3 Turn.

Suci je muka after being soaked in water 4 4hours.

Motif pose?

Serius macam painting.

Di akhiri dengan pose plg special..Auwww.

Panggilan pulau

2009-05-22T14:11:00.000+08:00

Do you know the main reason why I wanna go to KK?? It's the islands babe. Enough said.

So the third day, off we went to Pulau manukan and Pulau Mamutik. It costed us 50rm each for the boat ride and snorkeling set. El cheapo.

Just enjoy the pics yeah.

Pose duyung baru naik pantai.

Ini sgt best because sgt hawaian..bridge dilimpahi air oh sgt best.

ala fish spa, this time around alot of anchovies..

a lil bit of hunching..haha..n behind is the signage..

cystal clear water with fishes..heaven.

..........to be continued

It was soo beautiful indeed.

2009-05-22T13:37:00.000+08:00

Yes, we were quite disappointed with the fact that Mt Kinabalu gave us just a 'normal' bluish greenish scenery. Nothing was spectacular.

So we just took pictures here and there, and drove back through the winding long road.

BUTTTTTT..about 2km down, i looked over my shoulders and OH MY GOD IT WAS SOOO BEAUTIFUL SO MAJESTIC AND I WAS SPEECHLESS!

The wind had blown the cloud and what appeared was the most significant picteresque scenery I had ever seen.

"Babe, the mountain!!Turn back!Turn back. Let's go up AGAIN!!"
"What? Oh the mountain? I knew it!"

However we didn't turn back because the road was so bumpy and winding. And about 3minutes after that the cloud covered the mountain again and it got mysteriously misty. I guess semangat gunung marah sebab kitorg ckp dia tak cantik and She decided to flaunt us with its beauty.

So no pictures of me with the majestic MtKinabalu..Sob!Sob!

The night then we had seafood. Sedap? Look enticing YEs, but I dont quite like the taste. I mean kicap semua you have to prepare it yourself and I wasn't good with that.Neither he.

But the moment we had at Mt Kinabalu still lingered through out the night.

Serenity....

Ku gantung hatiku di puncak Kinabalu

2009-05-21T13:56:00.000+08:00

Didnt i tell you that I went to Kota Kinabalu during the semester break?

Yay..yay..yay..

Our Air Asia flight landed at KK around 12 on 25thApril 2009. The 2 1/2hours flight really made hungry that I really could eat a cow. But had to bear it becoz me and MrA didnt manage to get side by side seat and i didnt want to eat alone. Mengada ness.

After checked in, we went to KK Waterfront and well, monkeying around.

I stayed at Promenade Hotel btw. I found out that gov servant could actually get some discounts for hotel rate, but owh fork! Not for walk-in.

On the first day, we also couldnt get a car to rent. I thought i've planned the trip so well but dammit. The thought of out-of-car-to-rent never crossed my brain. I feel that small part of my head was shrinking.errr.

So really all the day out we spent walking around the town till my feet got sore.

The sun shone better the next day indicating the good sign. Early in the morning, the car rental dude sent us the car. rm80 for auto geared Kelisa.
So we headed to the famous Sunday Market at the Gaya Street.

Memang lah bukan saya jika tidak vain di mana sahaja.

Window shopping at Sunday Market for almost 3 hours, and at noon, we went to Kinabalu Park. Untuk pendakian ke puncak.

The journey was about 2hours. The blue green scenery, misty and cloudy of the mountains defeated the bumpiness of our small car.

I saw the signage "Jambatan Tamparuli" so I was like "Stop!Stop!"

Me at the famous bridge. Despite the 7inch from the sun heat, kaki ku tetap bersilang.

Upon arriving K.Kinabalu Park, me and Mr A were not soo excited. It wasn't as beautiful as we imagined. It looked 'normal'. So we just took pics here and there. Frust lah. My great expectation of Mt Kinabalu the highest mountain in Asia (am I right?) crashed into pieces.

Tp untuk posing mestilah bagi yang terbaaaaaaaaaaaik punya.

................to be continued.

Sojourn in Langkawi

2009-04-02T10:35:00.000+08:00

Okay, rombongan Cik Kiah hari ini ialah LANGKAWI.

I went to Langkawi end of JUly last year. My friends and I attended Sheri's wedding in Kangar, and since I've never stepped into that island before,so the two of us decided to give a go.

We took the ferry at Kuala Perlis Jetty and parked the car there.RM10 per day.That was my first time in a small ferry and yeah, I was seasick. We couldnt go to the deck but since I couldnt bear it anymore, I asked one of the staff and he allowed us to go up.

We stayed at Langkawi Boutique Resort, and I managed to get the room only for RM200 (3D2N) bcause MrA's friend worked at a travel agency. It was a nice place, right infront of sangat best Pantai Cenang. But shower head of the toilet had this grueling sound which when the night came, i got quite scared, Nevertheless breakfast spread were quite tasty, a mix variety of locals and western. Hotel tu ramai mat salleh and Pak arab btw.Oh yes, we rented a car (savvy) rm60 perday i guessed.

1st Day
After checked in, we got some rest. I was still dizzy with the island breeze. In the evening, we jumped into Pantai Cenang. The waves were friendly and gentle too.
At night, we had dinner at the restaurant in front of our hotel. Seafood, yes i heart.Sedap and the prices were reasonable.

2nd Day
Oh, didnt i tell u that we bought a package of island hopping before we got into the ferry? We were actually conned. Sampai kat pulau there were thousands of packages and way cheaper!!!Tertipu. We paid 45rm for each whereas it actually rm30. Tp xpelah. The van took us infront of the hotel and went to Rebak MArina. First destination was Tasik Dayang Bunting. Cantiknya. If only I could swim, dh lama i terjun. So we just captured some pixs here and there. Some people said if you drink the water, you will get pregnant (Insyaalah) Might try lepas kawin nati.haha.

Then we went to see eaglefeeding. I was sexcited at first becus i thought we would feed the eagle, terbayang la kt kepala the eagle came to you terkedek2.Tapi actually the boats will stop at this eagle santuary, and the boatmen threw the meat out in the water, so the eagles would fly and catch it. Ada la sedikit drama because you could see they were fighting for the food. Ok la. I kagum.

Last stop was Pulau....Kat cni we stopped for one hour so Mr A pe lagi, went to swim sepuas hati and left me playing dekat air yang takat peha je. Tapi one thing about Langkawi, pasir pantai sgt halus. Mikro mikro mikro halus.and white as well.

Tgahari smpi darat blk. Had lunch and we went to Gunung MAt Cincang. Naik cable car yg sgt terrifying tp syok. After MAt Cincang, we went to Telaga Tujuh, Beras Terbakar..oh, i didnt go to MAkam Mahsuri.;(..due to inappropriate attire.haha.
Then drove around the city..pusing2..shopping cokelats..

Malam we went to DAtaran LAng, camwhoring, enjoying night life in Langkawi.

Then we had late dinner at one of the restaurant along Cenang.

3rd Day

We checked out from hotel around 11am. I havent done a serious shopping yet, so went to Pekan Kuah, bought some things. Nak cari dulang cantik2, tp mahal yg murah mnyorok kt mana xtau.. Around 4 naik feri balik.

I tell you, 3D2N in Langkawi was not enough. Should stay for atleast 4days.

So macam biasa kami jumpa jalan pulang. Arrived KL late at night.
With a smile that lasted for a few days before he made me mad again.

CAMEron here I CAME!!

2009-04-01T15:56:00.000+08:00

I'm going to KK in another 3weeks time so in order to make our trip more organized, i try to come out with my own itinerary. Mr A is OK with everything, in fact TOO OK with everything and leave everything to me to do everything!

So, I started my virtual journey and yeay..i found aLOt of info..Bagus!Bagus!

In return, i also think i need to do some community service here. Maybe there are some people who also going to places that I've gone and in need of certain info.

So,here we go. CAMERON HIGHLAND.

I went to Cameron during Chrismas last year. It was a moment of spur when the night before, I was like.."Bosanlah esk xde program..lets's go to Cameron". He said YEs, then off we went.

We drove from KL using North-South Highway and used the Tapah exit. My advice, better you start your journey in the morning because the route after Tapah was a bit scary. It took us about 2 1/2hours.

Sampai, susah giler nk cari hotel because it was all fully booked. But we managed to get rooms (2 SEPARATE ROOMS, mind you!!) Hill GArden Lodge situated in Brinchang. Standard room=RM200..MAk oii...mahal nya.Dhla cikai je. But it's very strategic, just next to the famous Pasar MAlam Brinchang.

After checked in and washing up, we went to have dinner at Steamboat Restaurant nearby. I forgot the name. Set for 2 costs us rm30++. Sgt best I tell you becauz the night air was soooooooo cold, but we neutral it back with the steamboats that we had.

Then, we rushed to Pasar Malam Brinchang. It only available on Sunday night. We at first thought it would close late at night, turned out, sampai pukul 10 je..so I couldnt grab too many things..;(

I wanted to enjoy the night, so we went to Tanah Rata. We opted for foot massage. The auntie was really nice. Again, couldnt remember the shop's name.*sighed* But actually u could see a row of massage parlour at TAnah RAta. And they also have Starbucks there. Sipping coffee in a very chill night is heaven.

Balik bilik, yeah tido.

The next day, early in the morning we had English breakfast at strawberry farm. We had scones, tea. Sagt sedap. I also saw the biggest pumpkin in the world. (ye kot)Remind me of Cinderella.

Then, we went to FRIM. Enjoyed ourselves with breath taking scenery.

I had late lunch at Uncle Chow's kopitiam before heading back to KL. The food there were really nice and the jam for the bread were home made. You could taste the freshness.*drooling*

On the way back, we had fresh hot cofee which only cost RM1 per cup at the terrace of tea plantation. Awesomeness.

Finally macam biasa kami menemui jalan pulang.

Ain't Age Is Just A Number?

2009-03-30T13:09:00.000+08:00

Found this at my student's blog.
They are 18 and I am 27.

And the point here is we looked much the same right?

Err..pity them to get a teacher as vain as me!!

A Very 'Familious' Weekend

2009-03-30T08:50:00.000+08:00

My Saturday routine did not go like usual as I woke up quite early that morning. Tiba-tiba rajin. Apakah?? HAha.Thinking of going out to buy some breakfast but decided to wait for them to arrive first. Turned out, I had to bear all the grumbling and whistling of my tummy since they only arrived around 1pm.Sigh.
Nevertheless, I am happy. We headed to Tanjung Lumpur first. I had a bowl of scrumptious laksam(luai nye i..lakse ok?) and air nyo (bukan nyiur ok.) And somehow keropok lekor at MOK NAA was really good. We also gulped down some traditional Eastcoast kueh that i dont really know their names. But sedap for sure.

So then, off we go to Cherating. Being me who always have soft spot for 'tempat yg berair', mencelup2 kaki dalam air sgtla unsatisfying. I want to dip all my body,baby. The sea breeze at Cherating is very soothing, not too strong. A very mild, nice one. Waves rolling in and out, and Mak like usual, "Tengok tu Cek, berani teh. Ombok tu..blablabla" whereas the deepest I go is only knee deep.Why Mak? Why?WHY? And if only she knew that I went to Chearting like atleast once a month, bermandimanda with Mr A..siap floating bagai..hahahah.

Around 630ish, we went back. And on the way, we noticed there was another beach and decided to pull over. Black Stone Beach.(PAntai BAtu Hitam) and yes, the stones are indeed blackish. This beach is more lovey dovey type since I saw alot of couples and Ogy asked, "Cek, awk sokmo ke g sini?" Uhh..igt I bercinta kat cni ke? I bercinta di Cherating ok. Basah2. We took pixs yeah, alot. Mak pun sama posing. Nice.

After Maghrib, we had dinner at Tanjung Lumpur and had seafood meals at the famous Ana Ikan BAkar Petai.One of the best i had ever. Normally i went with MrA and the fullness that we had drove us feeling 'bluwekkk'.However this time it was just nice. We had siakap bakar..isi dia manis, rasa fresh. udang bakar.lala masak pedas.sotong celup tepung.kailan ikan masin.When ordering drinks, Mak ordered honey dew. I never tasted it so glitch it from Mak, and boy, it was sooo sedap. So from this moment, it's gonna be my favorite too.

Adakah kami balik ke rumah selepas itu? NO No No. We went to overrated Teluk Cempedak.I dont really fancy TC but of course when you bring people to visit Kuantan, Tc is a MUST destination.Soo many people there. I think we only stayed there for about 40mins. Lepaking on the beachside and camwhoring. There was this one Chinese boy who purposely shooted us with his bubble gun. Byk lagi tempat kosong but he chose to shoot at us. Macam comel la jugak but when I tried to slap the bubbles, he shouted "Dont disturb!!" aku mula la rasa nk tampar je. Abes, you want me to just look and let the bubbles touched my face and wet my clothes? MAmposlah.

Selepas itu, kami pun mula menjumpai jalan pulang. Reached house at 1130. Tidor dgn nyenyak skali.

I will post the pics later yeah.

*updated

2009-03-27T11:56:00.000+08:00

I've abandoned this blog for sooooo long. Just couldnt find the idea to write peeps.Like usual, nothing much I do besides all the raunchy stupid things.

Mom is coming tomorrow to visit for the first time after 2 years of me being a part of Kuantanians (hopefully x lama)..somehow I felt extremely nervous. Its been quite a time the propinquity between us got a bit charred.Ok, dont ask me why.We are very much alike. So I guess two stubborn heads couldnt get near too often.

Had a chat with my sister who is now residing in Kulim last night. She is pregnant and the baby due on 19May. And it's a boy! I asked Dina "Nati adik baby namo gapo?" She said "Arasyh, tapi kalu baby girl namo mace Dina." I asked "Samo?" She maturely explained, "Namo Dina kan Yasmin Irdina, namo adik nanti Yasmin Aisyah". Vah vah vah. Nama. Okaylah, as long as my babies' names are not taken by anyone.Haha.

Btw, since Mom is coming, there are some things I need to do

1. keep away pix frames of me and Mr A. (nanti mak berbulu tgk)
2. change the bedsheet.
3. clean the bathroom.
4. sweep my room.
5. errr..what else yea?

Is that all? Lor, I thought it would be billions.

2008-11-26T17:19:00.001+08:00

Little lion.

You roared at me.

And it was the worst sound I've ever had.

Ever in my 2years of giving.and giving.and giving.

You roared at me.

Your feeder.

Little lion.

You came to me.

As timid as a little, wet kitten.

Asking for.

Forgiveness.

Oh tell me oh wretched heart!
How could I look at you.
And be sure of.
The nails under your palm.
Would NEVER claw my feelings?
And would i have the power.
to turn the cruel words.
Into a magical love song?

2008-11-25T16:22:00.000+08:00

2008-11-20T10:21:00.000+08:00

This is my second attempt to introduce blog to my students. I did it last year and I could say the responses were quite good, especially from the girls..Well, we women are the emotional and expressive lot, yeah? I tried it again this year, and let's see how will they do.

For me, writing is always and forever be my passion. Engrossing myself into the world of ABC never fails to make me feel contented. .and blogging is such a good way since I swore not to have conventional diaries anymore!! (either I lost it, or I blew up when someone read it) Writing your thoughts and minds, fully knowing that it is somehow a secret-but-not-a-secret is really intriguing, dontcha think?

Student: Will there be marks for this?
Teacher: Nope, this is just a writing practise..
Student: This is so stupid.

Thissss is very heart-wrenching..so off to go..
Toodles!!