Wednesday, February 15, 2012

This is just to say

This has been abandoned for quite some time. I need my mojo back, thought Bali would do me good but it turns out Im getting more and more restless (asyik rasa nak berjalaaaaan je!!)

And AA is hampeh since last night. I was put into waiting room for hours!

Ish, adakah perlu tahan niat ke Gold Coast?muahahaaha.

Monday, October 3, 2011

Happy But Still Can Be Tempted

Have you watched "Last Night?"

I have no idea whether this is new release or not, but the glimpse of Keira Knightley and Eva Mendez on the cover really caught my eyes. We bought a few dvds at a small shop near SS9 where the choices of hubs' were merely actions. I took a few, Like Dandelion Dust, Tree of Life and this Last Night. It has been long since I watched a good movie (i mean the one that stuck in my head for days), after been served with the series of Hangover, JackAss and etc.

We snuggled under the blanket, watching it together after hubs' weekly-compulsary-football watch.Boringgggg.

And now everything's still lingering in my head;
-the scenes, the dialogue and all the 'what ifs'

It makes me question on my marriage as well.
If you're happy together, that doesnt mean you cant be tempted, which is ermm..scary.

If someone as hot as Eva, shows some interest in you..would you ignore it, or would he ignores her?

I have a friend who marries (or should I say snatch?) a married man, and happily announced to us and I could sense some sort of proudness when she said that.

And some friends who are dangerously flirting with someone else's husbands.

What if that happens to me?

In the movie, Keira bumped into her old flames and well, the attraction was still strong. She confessed that he was never off from her mind though she tried to. To blame Keira, err..with face like that, I would catch the next flight with him!!

But you are married forgodsake!

Before the night ends, Keira's hubs (sorry, I dont bother checking his name)lost it and f**** Eva while Keira spent the night in the arms of the man she loves.

And Amran asked, who's the worse?
Keira or the husband?

I said "Mestilah husband dia helloooo..atleast Keira tak dotdot dgn ex dia..husband dia tuh dotdot 2x lagi tau.."
Being feminist, u know.

Though deep down,
the questions still stuck inside my head.

Which is worse?
To cheat with your body,
or to cheat with your heart and feelings?

...For I know I couldnt accept both.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Sad..very much.

You'll never know how sad I was to waking up without having you curling on my feet.
Though sometimes I feel disturbed with it but I love you to bits.

Sob sob!My Adek went missing this morning. It was all my fault to underestimate her capability in climbing up the window. I woke up this morning only to see Abang, which somehow not as active as before following me to the brekkie room. I thought Adek was still full looking at barely untouched kibbles. I showered like usual, and preparing to go to work only to realize that Adek was missing!!!!

Ive been looking high and low for her but to no avail. I kept calling Adek and meowing through the neighborhood, and asking the neighbors your whereabout.I've done all I could but you still hidden somewhere.

Adek..come out pleaseee.

I am so worried now that the dark clouds are rolling in and you are still out there. Will you know how to survive? You just got your 2nd vaccine yesterday and are not supposed to get wet, u know..

I am so worried that u somehow stucked somewhere, tersepit mana2, and you just dont meow!!How kakak can find you?

I am so so sad if someone brought you home and doesnt take care of you like I do? I give you the best RoyalCanin kibbles, you dont take fish,your 3rd vaccine will be on 26Aug,I let you do your 'business' in the litterbox, I never hit you with lidi.

Adek, thinking of you gives me a heartache.

Come back soon pleaseeeee....

Saturday, July 16, 2011

3words to describe u

While waiting for Amran to arrive (which is around 230am), I blogwalk and found this very interesting ermm..puzzle?



And the result:

First I saw 'beautiful'...(ok, kembang kejap)
Second I saw 'love'..(which really suited my mood tonight..hehe)
and the last one was...






whore!!! (oh does that mean i'm a biatch?..oh yes, i am.sometimes je kan??)

Girls, try it.
And lemme know.

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

Randomly Told

Everything I did today went haywire. Need to find my mojo back, maybe another karaoke session would help.Ngeh2.

By the way, nazir came last Monday and it was something new. There was never came a nazir for matrix programme but rumors said one of them had a daughter here so that's why they got interested. I wasnt so worried until I knew I was the one who would be observed! But still I was calmed and composed. Went to class like usual, ngongangngongang..finished 1hour! We had a face-to-face session after that and when the first sentences uttered were "Oh, you looked so much like my bestfriend Betty, the way you talked, your body gestures, your facial expression,so so like her!" I just knew it was a good beginning, and it's good indeed.*Smug* I just knew after that she actually chose other names (I know if picking-through-namelist, mine would never be chosen, thanks Mak for non commercial name!)but others gave reasons like in the midst of doing the assessment, which that was what I did with my students. I took the hassle changing my lesson plan and youtubing for some videos of teaching. Fuhh...But really it was a good experience.

And Amran was stuck in traffics due to Yellow rally last weekend and the best thing was to cancel the trip. So there goes my BWKitten kibbles. Rather than keeping my A&A hungry, I went out and bought a small packet of RC34Kitten and oh boy, they ate like there's no tomorrow. Menangis mak nok, selere korang mahal sungguh!! I hoped changing back to BW once Amran came over this weekend wouldnt be a problem. And I was actually contemplating whether to spay them or not because they are turning 6months and I'm afraid I'll be getting babies soon. Plus babies from incest relationship would not be the good ones.Hmm.

And weekend this time is much awaited.:) I need to do some restocking of my T collection and they are still not enough. Not enough if I want to start by this week. But dragging it to some more time wouldnt be a good thing as well. So that's why I need Amran badly. My consultante.

And tonight the cooking mood came. I've prepared the tomato and garlic dices, minced chicken. everything it takes to make spaghetti to bring to the office tomorrow when I just remembered I'm running out of gas since yesterday.


Arghhh.

Thursday, June 23, 2011

So you know

I need a companion to:

1. eating out GCB @McD, I loved it so much the bbq-ish taste still lingers on my mind.

2. have a slice of Secret Recipe Cheesecake. Period.

3. watch Pirates of Carribean, though I didnt follow the previous ones.

4. bathe my 2babies, being single mother is no fun.

5. to try my cooking and err, share the constructive critisim?

6. help me checking whether my car tyres are still in good condition.

7. hold the flimpy chair so that I wont fall in the attempt to sweep the cobwebs on the walls and celings.

8. check my back while weeding out the back garden.

Ok, enough it is.
Before I go mental one more time.

Monday, June 20, 2011

Up Until Now

1. I hope my babies are fine at home, locked inside the back room after a purrr-fect weekend. You know dear, I'm thinking of letting u roam free in the house when i go out working since you are now well-litter trained but looking at how u scratched my carpet, and all the sofa tunggang langgang, no way! So wait for the next weekend yeah.

2. Huk Huk. Sedih lagi.

3. A bit under the weather.

4. Huk Huk. *blowing nose*

Tuesday, June 14, 2011

I Chose The Correct Person

Remember I did blab about not having time to celebrate our first anni?

And been thinking he might not remember it?

It was in the mosque where the solemnization of Onie's took place, when everybody was busy taking photos.....my eyes locked with Amran's, knowingly. With that 10m distance,he gave me a cheeky smile and I just knew he knew.

MasyaAllah, the feeling was incredible. I just love him more and more.

When everything was over,I was a bit heavy-headed for taking too much of bbq lamb. All I could think of was the bed.

And he,with the 'kambing' smell, signaled me to the car, and we sneaked out. Just like that.

And guessed where did we go? Hayaki Cafe. Where we made the final decision to get engaged in the next 3months. And married 7months later.

He gave me a gold anklet which I told him, when we get babies, I would turn this into small bracelets. Bliss.

But....the not-so-happy thing was I did not give him anything!

He seems in need of

1. handphone
2. that Air Max Sneakers
3. PSP
4. GAP Jeans
5. TIMEX watch

Those are the things that he eyed for many times.

So which one dear, give me a hint pleaseeeee.

Edited:

Ignore the world darl..haha.It's just you and me.


Tek said I glowed, so I put it here my glowing face.:)

Monday, June 6, 2011

Messy

11June is nearer and so it means the 1st anniversary of me and Amran.

Yeay...We survived darling!

And because it's the first, of course it is extra special. I wanted to go to some beaches, have fun relaxing, cuddling to each other but unfortunately, Amran's sister is getting married on the same date pfffttt.

I guess, on the proclaimed 'special day', I would rolling up the sleeves, helping in the kitchen, giving out favors, smiling non stop, say hi-hi and bye-bye to everyone that I barely know, and when the night comes, sleeping separately in the living hall when I need his warmth much!Ouchh!

Ok, sounds a bit selfish here, but I can only have my first anni ONCE.:((((
Postponing the celebration seems unthrilling to me.
Or having a short gift exchange, doing it in rush also anappetising.

Ish, ntah ntah dia pon tak ingat???:((((

Friday, June 3, 2011

Of being concerns

The whole office were talking about Lynas the other day, and I was so ignorant thinking it might not be executed due to the objections of people when in fact, it was almost 80% done and was scheduled to start this September!

Oh, why only now they tell us?
Why kept it in such a secrecy when it involved the lives of people for now and also for the next hundred years?

I dont buy your bullshits saying the radiation is too low to notice when even Australia itself dont allow Lynas (an Australian company)to operate over there?
Why other countries rejected the idea and Malaysia,specifically Pahang like so generously took up the offer?
Isnt it enough to have the tallest, shortest, prettiest or whatever adjectives to describe Malaysia that you need to have the biggest rare earth plant too?
And why Gebeng,where the plantation was just 2km away from the housing area? Japan built theirs like 40km away, dont tel me Malaysians know better!
And 1km away from ILP where Shukor once studied.

What would happen to us?
Will my babies get affected?
What would happen to all the seafoods I enjoyed most in Kuantan?
What about the air?
What would happen to the land property which i heard had dropped pretty bad?

I read somewhere that Malaysia had actually built a rare earth plant at Bukit Merah in 1980s but was closed down due to the hike of numbers of cancer cases in that area, and even now the cleaning up process that costed 30million had not finished. Many birth defects occured and the rates of children who suffered frm leukimia was 35times higher.

....But still I'd like to put my hope high.
I hope this is just some political games from the opponents.
I hope I can trust the radiation released is not affecting people, at all.
I hope my worries or concerns are baseless due to my lack of knowledge.

I hope you people, the decision-maker,have thought this thoroughly, and not even once in your heart would regret the action you made in years later.

And yes, I hope this is not about scratching your itchy palms!!

Wednesday, May 25, 2011

Aww,sweet.

Got inside Oxbridge Cottage and took out 4 HOT magazines and 1 novel..
I finished reading the magazines in just an hour or so, and started to read the novel just a few hours ago.

My selection of books differs from time to time. And it's been quite some time romance tops the list, but feeling mushy all over, I picked this among others.


I knew nothing about the author but when I flipped a few pages and saw this at the acknowledgement corner, I went Awwww....I want to cry!!



I want a Howard too, pretty pleasse....

Sunday, May 22, 2011

Nur Kasih

With all the hulabaloo about Nur Kasih, we all were so excited to watch.
But...I dont know whether there was something wrong about me because it turned out I didnt enjoy myself much. Well, except for a big bucket of caramel popcorn which I couldnt stop munching.

Somehow I thought there was something missing in there. No climax, of course it wouldnt be so fun.And, there was no solid conflict. Trying too hard to show Adam's good sides pon xbest jugak. And yes, semua org baik2 je..bosan ah. Now I miss Nur's little sis yg jahat masa drama dulu. Baru drama sket. And also, I dont like suara Rahim Razali dalam tuuuuu...sangat cliche. Macam tgk Merong pulak bunyinya. Lepas tu, ala ala Notebook pulak.Haishh.

Quite a number of things I didnt really like, tapi ok lah.
Not that it was totally bad,mind you.

It's just that when we have a great expectation about it, a few cracks might ruin the whole palace.


Btw, I've bought a new camera, finally. It has this front LCD which was perfect for my-type.

I nak ambik gambar kt gsc tadi tapi amran marah, so dalam kereta sudah..

Friday, May 20, 2011

I nak jual barang ni tapi malu..hehe

Ok ok.
I know this is soooo not me, but I think this is quite good, so why dont i share with friends?

I've been a fan of KFC wedges, and I think you'd agree that the best part of it is the yummilicious orangy cheese. I seriously dont know its name at first but when my sis introduced that to me, Im all bought. It tastes exactly like KFC, no kidding! I in fact pour it over almost on everything, my nuggets/fried drummets/burgers..Oh , talking much about guilty pleasure.

So, if you want to have that too, do make pre-order.I think it will come to me by next week.

Sorry I dont have the exact pictures, but it's actually like pre-mix flour, where you just use hot water to do the mixture. Ala, macam buat air milo..Just spoon out the quantity that you want, and it can last up to 6months, and most importantly, it is certified HALAL.

So you want it?hehe.


U buy wedges kat supermarket tu, fry them up, letak mayo byk2...letak this cheese byk2...heaven i tell you.

Nak tak?
Nak tak?

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

Kasut



I took you for my best buyer of the day.
Tell me, where can I get this baby which costed IDR50000=RM17 in KL?
I just love the soft sole, and its cushiony feeling.
And the side bow, it is cute to the max.
Your 2inch legs enable me to strut confidently, elegantly.
Better still, you make me feel sexy.


But how could you turn me down today.



You get what you pay for.
Of all people, I should know better.

ps/Nasib baik jenis suka tinggal kasut bwh meja ofis.

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

Women

Women, though soft,frail and fragile,are strong and steel indeed. Throw them with stones of lies, they'll pick up one by one. Soak them in deep dark ocean, they'll come eventually swimming up to the surface. Leave them in an evil forest, they'll come back with a unicorn to boot.

With all the things passed by, why cant woman understand another woman? Why do you work hard to please those in pants when you deny your own kinds?

oh yes, I forgot the most powerful power ever. Emotional is what they called.When it comes in our way, roses no longer sweet.Fungal bread is like Tony Roma's burger.Black is white and brown can be the latest pink.Whatever you see may not be whatever you see.Excuses are justified for the sake of heart matter and with that, we are all smiling.


Emotional creature.
With this, I sighed.

Monday, May 9, 2011

Of dreams

They say, the older you are, the wiser you become.
...Apparently it cant be applied to everyone.
...at least to me.

I couldnt think much now. The more plans I made, the more shattered my heart will be.I seem incapable to fulfill my dreams, or cant even dream right now. It's not others fault as much as I want to blame them. It's effing me.ME.I am too ambitious to realize the sky is too high for me to reach. I dont think I even manage to touch the tip of the grass oh goodness.I think for big things when the reality is my mouth is up to swallow just a bitter sweet. My esofogus wont even fit for those chewable sugus.Oh damn i dont even know whether i spell esofogus correctly. Or whether i got confused esofogus with trachea?Craps,i am crap.

And yes, it's all my fault.

Friday, May 6, 2011

Aktiviti Malam Jumaat

Darn, it's already Friday and holiday is almost over!
Why cant I have the companionship all the time? Sigh.

Last night we went to JJ Bkt Raja to watch Fast&Furious5 but it was selling fast and when it came to our turn, it was already sold out. So, we opted for Water For Elephant, which was not bad. I always love Reese Witherspoon (new bride,no?) and watching her alongside Rob Pattinson who was glow-no-longer in different genre of movies somehow refreshing.



The movie was nice, whimsical characters and scenes, but the beginning was a bit slow, my man got sleepy grrrr. His mind was on Vin Diesel so watching Edward Cullen was a major tun off..haha.It used the same Titanic way where an old man reminiscing the old days which full with tragedy, and happiness as well. And looking at Rosie,the elephant reminds me of the exciting time I had at Kuala Gandah..:)

We watched the 10pm show, hence arriving home around 1am, thank God it didnt take much longer since Amran lost the parking ticket (fyi,this wasnt the first time and Alhamdulillah ive learnt to find it just 'funny'!!)Tuned in into astro and layan movie "Sumpah Pocong" pulak.

Abis movie, tido.^-^



**dinner at Nando's.sebab kegemOOOOkan**

Tuesday, May 3, 2011

Nothingness

Location: Wendy's, Sunway Pyramid
Date: 2 March 2011
TIme:845pm






So Long Bandung!!

Flight was at 0610, so we went out at 0400.

Yeah, its still dark, but thank god AirASia didnt delay, if not I woke up at 3 for nothing.


Wearing this Tangkuban Perahu shirt and feeling so tourist-ish.


i love my man, who doesnt anyway.


I spread out all the things we've bought, leaving out some that we've worn and voila, inilah hasilnya!!

Seriously, trust me when I say i wont be near shopping malls for atleast half a year. Oh cut it to 3months. Hehe.

Bandung-The Night Before We Went Off

I was actually updating my blog back to back non stop. Amran kerja so I'm staying alone right now. E is airing fashion police,arghh walaupon fun watching Joan making fun on others tapi it got me thinking macamlah dia bagus sangat muka botox tak hengat.Argh damn pms.

Ok, last story about bandung.

Malam terakhir everybody was exhausted. Mak berehat di bilik, so me and hub jalan2 depan hotel sket ada convenience store. Our hotel, Unik Hotel was a bit secluded from the main road, but yang bestnya it was next to the Kartika sari factory. So petang tadi we had bought brownies, kek lapis and so on. The aroma masyaAllah so nice.

From the hotel to the main road was just 300m but it was like lorong gelap di Chow KIt.


See, I'm up for 'sale'..hahahaha

Dont feel like eating any Sundanese, or padang anymore, so we just opted for a plain IndoMee Cup, which was goooood, really. Why does almost everything kat sini semuanya enak2?



I did buy 4cups of Indomee to bring back to KL, and now I'm having the last cup of it. Malas nak masak.