Sad..very much.

You'll never know how sad I was to waking up without having you curling on my feet.
Though sometimes I feel disturbed with it but I love you to bits.

Sob sob!My Adek went missing this morning. It was all my fault to underestimate her capability in climbing up the window. I woke up this morning only to see Abang, which somehow not as active as before following me to the brekkie room. I thought Adek was still full looking at barely untouched kibbles. I showered like usual, and preparing to go to work only to realize that Adek was missing!!!!

Ive been looking high and low for her but to no avail. I kept calling Adek and meowing through the neighborhood, and asking the neighbors your whereabout.I've done all I could but you still hidden somewhere.

Adek..come out pleaseee.

I am so worried now that the dark clouds are rolling in and you are still out there. Will you know how to survive? You just got your 2nd vaccine yesterday and are not supposed to get wet, u know..

I am so worried that u somehow stucked somewhere, tersepit mana2, and you just dont meow!!How kakak can find you?

I am so so sad if someone brought you home and doesnt take care of you like I do? I give you the best RoyalCanin kibbles, you dont take fish,your 3rd vaccine will be on 26Aug,I let you do your 'business' in the litterbox, I never hit you with lidi.

Adek, thinking of you gives me a heartache.

Come back soon pleaseeeee....

3words to describe u

While waiting for Amran to arrive (which is around 230am), I blogwalk and found this very interesting ermm..puzzle?



And the result:

First I saw 'beautiful'...(ok, kembang kejap)
Second I saw 'love'..(which really suited my mood tonight..hehe)
and the last one was...






whore!!! (oh does that mean i'm a biatch?..oh yes, i am.sometimes je kan??)

Girls, try it.
And lemme know.

Randomly Told

Everything I did today went haywire. Need to find my mojo back, maybe another karaoke session would help.Ngeh2.

By the way, nazir came last Monday and it was something new. There was never came a nazir for matrix programme but rumors said one of them had a daughter here so that's why they got interested. I wasnt so worried until I knew I was the one who would be observed! But still I was calmed and composed. Went to class like usual, ngongangngongang..finished 1hour! We had a face-to-face session after that and when the first sentences uttered were "Oh, you looked so much like my bestfriend Betty, the way you talked, your body gestures, your facial expression,so so like her!" I just knew it was a good beginning, and it's good indeed.*Smug* I just knew after that she actually chose other names (I know if picking-through-namelist, mine would never be chosen, thanks Mak for non commercial name!)but others gave reasons like in the midst of doing the assessment, which that was what I did with my students. I took the hassle changing my lesson plan and youtubing for some videos of teaching. Fuhh...But really it was a good experience.

And Amran was stuck in traffics due to Yellow rally last weekend and the best thing was to cancel the trip. So there goes my BWKitten kibbles. Rather than keeping my A&A hungry, I went out and bought a small packet of RC34Kitten and oh boy, they ate like there's no tomorrow. Menangis mak nok, selere korang mahal sungguh!! I hoped changing back to BW once Amran came over this weekend wouldnt be a problem. And I was actually contemplating whether to spay them or not because they are turning 6months and I'm afraid I'll be getting babies soon. Plus babies from incest relationship would not be the good ones.Hmm.

And weekend this time is much awaited.:) I need to do some restocking of my T collection and they are still not enough. Not enough if I want to start by this week. But dragging it to some more time wouldnt be a good thing as well. So that's why I need Amran badly. My consultante.

And tonight the cooking mood came. I've prepared the tomato and garlic dices, minced chicken. everything it takes to make spaghetti to bring to the office tomorrow when I just remembered I'm running out of gas since yesterday.


Arghhh.

So you know

I need a companion to:

1. eating out GCB @McD, I loved it so much the bbq-ish taste still lingers on my mind.

2. have a slice of Secret Recipe Cheesecake. Period.

3. watch Pirates of Carribean, though I didnt follow the previous ones.

4. bathe my 2babies, being single mother is no fun.

5. to try my cooking and err, share the constructive critisim?

6. help me checking whether my car tyres are still in good condition.

7. hold the flimpy chair so that I wont fall in the attempt to sweep the cobwebs on the walls and celings.

8. check my back while weeding out the back garden.

Ok, enough it is.
Before I go mental one more time.

Up Until Now

1. I hope my babies are fine at home, locked inside the back room after a purrr-fect weekend. You know dear, I'm thinking of letting u roam free in the house when i go out working since you are now well-litter trained but looking at how u scratched my carpet, and all the sofa tunggang langgang, no way! So wait for the next weekend yeah.

2. Huk Huk. Sedih lagi.

3. A bit under the weather.

4. Huk Huk. *blowing nose*

I Chose The Correct Person

Remember I did blab about not having time to celebrate our first anni?

And been thinking he might not remember it?

It was in the mosque where the solemnization of Onie's took place, when everybody was busy taking photos.....my eyes locked with Amran's, knowingly. With that 10m distance,he gave me a cheeky smile and I just knew he knew.

MasyaAllah, the feeling was incredible. I just love him more and more.

When everything was over,I was a bit heavy-headed for taking too much of bbq lamb. All I could think of was the bed.

And he,with the 'kambing' smell, signaled me to the car, and we sneaked out. Just like that.

And guessed where did we go? Hayaki Cafe. Where we made the final decision to get engaged in the next 3months. And married 7months later.

He gave me a gold anklet which I told him, when we get babies, I would turn this into small bracelets. Bliss.

But....the not-so-happy thing was I did not give him anything!

He seems in need of

1. handphone
2. that Air Max Sneakers
3. PSP
4. GAP Jeans
5. TIMEX watch

Those are the things that he eyed for many times.

So which one dear, give me a hint pleaseeeee.

Edited:

Ignore the world darl..haha.It's just you and me.


Tek said I glowed, so I put it here my glowing face.:)

Messy

11June is nearer and so it means the 1st anniversary of me and Amran.

Yeay...We survived darling!

And because it's the first, of course it is extra special. I wanted to go to some beaches, have fun relaxing, cuddling to each other but unfortunately, Amran's sister is getting married on the same date pfffttt.

I guess, on the proclaimed 'special day', I would rolling up the sleeves, helping in the kitchen, giving out favors, smiling non stop, say hi-hi and bye-bye to everyone that I barely know, and when the night comes, sleeping separately in the living hall when I need his warmth much!Ouchh!

Ok, sounds a bit selfish here, but I can only have my first anni ONCE.:((((
Postponing the celebration seems unthrilling to me.
Or having a short gift exchange, doing it in rush also anappetising.

Ish, ntah ntah dia pon tak ingat???:((((