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I thought they had blocked the internet access to writing blogs since i heard they did.( no Farmville, Youtube) but nay, it wasnt. And bcuz of stressfull things happening around me these days so i need a place to vent out my anger and frustration. Although this is no longer a sudut rahsia but i dont care i just want to write it out you get me.

Stereotyping, generalising is so schoolgirls u know. What if I am teslian?what if i dont don scarf?what if i teach drama in class?what if i teach songs in class?

Do these mean that you can look down at me and assume bab2 menggedik atas pentas serahkan saja

I am so pissed today.yesterday.and maybe tommorow too.

Then the big Q comes again. Am I making the right decision?
We were fighting for almost the same thing for years and I dont see much effort from both sides to not repeating it again somehow in the future.

I am exhausted.

Salah ibu mengandung kot.

I was blog hopping just now and read some of my students'(ex) blogs and I am quite taken aback when the word f*** and many others are widely used.

Is it my fault?
When I was angry, nose flaring with fire, did I write the same thing?

Did I?

Won't there be 'better' words to choose instead of every 10words must be embellished with f***?

What's f***ing wrong with me that I couldn't bear the word f***?

F***.

It feels like new

Study week (a week),exam week(a week too!), midterm break for 2weeks, and plus another 1week holidays due to H1N1.

Such a loooooong holidays we both had.

So, walking into classes today feels like new.

And yeah. I put on my new pink chiffon baju kurung..phewwit.

Raya dh nk dekat kan?

Oh my.
Its been ages. Sorry sayang..i have many secrets to tell, but everything is soo mixed up so let me arrange the items in my brain first then i will throw up everything to you yah darling?

First.

My First minor Operation --well, i need to exaggerate a bit, so u can be kesian to me;)

I always have problems with my skin, let alone pimples kudis or kurap, they all seem to have favor on me. Okep. Not kurap yep. I am not that ugly. So I've been having this lump -lokasi rahsia-early of the year but I dont really give a hell of it bcuz it's not itchy, painful or anything similar to that. However, when my sister appointed that to me, I was like "Err".
And to cut a long story short, it was known as 'sebacious cyst' and needed to be removed.
3weeks before the operation date were really challenging. It was getting bigger and bigger and my..paaaainful as well. I couldnt sleep or even wake up. How could a candy size lump bring such ailment to now 50kg lady? I went to HTAA again asking for a sooner operation date and on 24thJune, I got it excised. Alhamdulillah. Now gone the pulsing pain on my dot. I dont have to cup it first before waking up or lying down. No more midnite cries. Huhu.Hopefully I would be fully recovered and it wont come again.

Pics:later.

Sakit mata tak?

Some random pix to add your eye soreness.

Enjois.


1 2 3 Turn.


Suci je muka after being soaked in water 4 4hours.


Motif pose?


Serius macam painting.


Di akhiri dengan pose plg special..Auwww.

Panggilan pulau

Do you know the main reason why I wanna go to KK?? It's the islands babe. Enough said.

So the third day, off we went to Pulau manukan and Pulau Mamutik. It costed us 50rm each for the boat ride and snorkeling set. El cheapo.

Just enjoy the pics yeah.


Pose duyung baru naik pantai.



Ini sgt best because sgt hawaian..bridge dilimpahi air oh sgt best.



ala fish spa, this time around alot of anchovies..



a lil bit of hunching..haha..n behind is the signage..



cystal clear water with fishes..heaven.


..........to be continued

It was soo beautiful indeed.

Yes, we were quite disappointed with the fact that Mt Kinabalu gave us just a 'normal' bluish greenish scenery. Nothing was spectacular.

So we just took pictures here and there, and drove back through the winding long road.


BUTTTTTT..about 2km down, i looked over my shoulders and OH MY GOD IT WAS SOOO BEAUTIFUL SO MAJESTIC AND I WAS SPEECHLESS!

The wind had blown the cloud and what appeared was the most significant picteresque scenery I had ever seen.

"Babe, the mountain!!Turn back!Turn back. Let's go up AGAIN!!"
"What? Oh the mountain? I knew it!"

However we didn't turn back because the road was so bumpy and winding. And about 3minutes after that the cloud covered the mountain again and it got mysteriously misty. I guess semangat gunung marah sebab kitorg ckp dia tak cantik and She decided to flaunt us with its beauty.

So no pictures of me with the majestic MtKinabalu..Sob!Sob!



The night then we had seafood. Sedap? Look enticing YEs, but I dont quite like the taste. I mean kicap semua you have to prepare it yourself and I wasn't good with that.Neither he.

But the moment we had at Mt Kinabalu still lingered through out the night.

Serenity....

Ku gantung hatiku di puncak Kinabalu

Didnt i tell you that I went to Kota Kinabalu during the semester break?

Yay..yay..yay..

Our Air Asia flight landed at KK around 12 on 25thApril 2009. The 2 1/2hours flight really made hungry that I really could eat a cow. But had to bear it becoz me and MrA didnt manage to get side by side seat and i didnt want to eat alone. Mengada ness.

After checked in, we went to KK Waterfront and well, monkeying around.




I stayed at Promenade Hotel btw. I found out that gov servant could actually get some discounts for hotel rate, but owh fork! Not for walk-in.

On the first day, we also couldnt get a car to rent. I thought i've planned the trip so well but dammit. The thought of out-of-car-to-rent never crossed my brain. I feel that small part of my head was shrinking.errr.

So really all the day out we spent walking around the town till my feet got sore.

The sun shone better the next day indicating the good sign. Early in the morning, the car rental dude sent us the car. rm80 for auto geared Kelisa.
So we headed to the famous Sunday Market at the Gaya Street.


Memang lah bukan saya jika tidak vain di mana sahaja.


Window shopping at Sunday Market for almost 3 hours, and at noon, we went to Kinabalu Park. Untuk pendakian ke puncak.

The journey was about 2hours. The blue green scenery, misty and cloudy of the mountains defeated the bumpiness of our small car.

I saw the signage "Jambatan Tamparuli" so I was like "Stop!Stop!"


Me at the famous bridge. Despite the 7inch from the sun heat, kaki ku tetap bersilang.


Upon arriving K.Kinabalu Park, me and Mr A were not soo excited. It wasn't as beautiful as we imagined. It looked 'normal'. So we just took pics here and there. Frust lah. My great expectation of Mt Kinabalu the highest mountain in Asia (am I right?) crashed into pieces.

Tp untuk posing mestilah bagi yang terbaaaaaaaaaaaik punya.






................to be continued.

Sojourn in Langkawi

Okay, rombongan Cik Kiah hari ini ialah LANGKAWI.

I went to Langkawi end of JUly last year. My friends and I attended Sheri's wedding in Kangar, and since I've never stepped into that island before,so the two of us decided to give a go.

We took the ferry at Kuala Perlis Jetty and parked the car there.RM10 per day.That was my first time in a small ferry and yeah, I was seasick. We couldnt go to the deck but since I couldnt bear it anymore, I asked one of the staff and he allowed us to go up.

We stayed at Langkawi Boutique Resort, and I managed to get the room only for RM200 (3D2N) bcause MrA's friend worked at a travel agency. It was a nice place, right infront of sangat best Pantai Cenang. But shower head of the toilet had this grueling sound which when the night came, i got quite scared, Nevertheless breakfast spread were quite tasty, a mix variety of locals and western. Hotel tu ramai mat salleh and Pak arab btw.Oh yes, we rented a car (savvy) rm60 perday i guessed.

1st Day
After checked in, we got some rest. I was still dizzy with the island breeze. In the evening, we jumped into Pantai Cenang. The waves were friendly and gentle too.
At night, we had dinner at the restaurant in front of our hotel. Seafood, yes i heart.Sedap and the prices were reasonable.





2nd Day
Oh, didnt i tell u that we bought a package of island hopping before we got into the ferry? We were actually conned. Sampai kat pulau there were thousands of packages and way cheaper!!!Tertipu. We paid 45rm for each whereas it actually rm30. Tp xpelah. The van took us infront of the hotel and went to Rebak MArina. First destination was Tasik Dayang Bunting. Cantiknya. If only I could swim, dh lama i terjun. So we just captured some pixs here and there. Some people said if you drink the water, you will get pregnant (Insyaalah) Might try lepas kawin nati.haha.





Then we went to see eaglefeeding. I was sexcited at first becus i thought we would feed the eagle, terbayang la kt kepala the eagle came to you terkedek2.Tapi actually the boats will stop at this eagle santuary, and the boatmen threw the meat out in the water, so the eagles would fly and catch it. Ada la sedikit drama because you could see they were fighting for the food. Ok la. I kagum.

Last stop was Pulau....Kat cni we stopped for one hour so Mr A pe lagi, went to swim sepuas hati and left me playing dekat air yang takat peha je. Tapi one thing about Langkawi, pasir pantai sgt halus. Mikro mikro mikro halus.and white as well.

Tgahari smpi darat blk. Had lunch and we went to Gunung MAt Cincang. Naik cable car yg sgt terrifying tp syok. After MAt Cincang, we went to Telaga Tujuh, Beras Terbakar..oh, i didnt go to MAkam Mahsuri.;(..due to inappropriate attire.haha.
Then drove around the city..pusing2..shopping cokelats..




Malam we went to DAtaran LAng, camwhoring, enjoying night life in Langkawi.

Then we had late dinner at one of the restaurant along Cenang.

3rd Day

We checked out from hotel around 11am. I havent done a serious shopping yet, so went to Pekan Kuah, bought some things. Nak cari dulang cantik2, tp mahal yg murah mnyorok kt mana xtau.. Around 4 naik feri balik.

I tell you, 3D2N in Langkawi was not enough. Should stay for atleast 4days.

So macam biasa kami jumpa jalan pulang. Arrived KL late at night.
With a smile that lasted for a few days before he made me mad again.

CAMEron here I CAME!!

I'm going to KK in another 3weeks time so in order to make our trip more organized, i try to come out with my own itinerary. Mr A is OK with everything, in fact TOO OK with everything and leave everything to me to do everything!

So, I started my virtual journey and yeay..i found aLOt of info..Bagus!Bagus!

In return, i also think i need to do some community service here. Maybe there are some people who also going to places that I've gone and in need of certain info.

So,here we go. CAMERON HIGHLAND.

I went to Cameron during Chrismas last year. It was a moment of spur when the night before, I was like.."Bosanlah esk xde program..lets's go to Cameron". He said YEs, then off we went.

We drove from KL using North-South Highway and used the Tapah exit. My advice, better you start your journey in the morning because the route after Tapah was a bit scary. It took us about 2 1/2hours.

Sampai, susah giler nk cari hotel because it was all fully booked. But we managed to get rooms (2 SEPARATE ROOMS, mind you!!) Hill GArden Lodge situated in Brinchang. Standard room=RM200..MAk oii...mahal nya.Dhla cikai je. But it's very strategic, just next to the famous Pasar MAlam Brinchang.

After checked in and washing up, we went to have dinner at Steamboat Restaurant nearby. I forgot the name. Set for 2 costs us rm30++. Sgt best I tell you becauz the night air was soooooooo cold, but we neutral it back with the steamboats that we had.



Then, we rushed to Pasar Malam Brinchang. It only available on Sunday night. We at first thought it would close late at night, turned out, sampai pukul 10 je..so I couldnt grab too many things..;(

I wanted to enjoy the night, so we went to Tanah Rata. We opted for foot massage. The auntie was really nice. Again, couldnt remember the shop's name.*sighed* But actually u could see a row of massage parlour at TAnah RAta. And they also have Starbucks there. Sipping coffee in a very chill night is heaven.


Balik bilik, yeah tido.

The next day, early in the morning we had English breakfast at strawberry farm. We had scones, tea. Sagt sedap. I also saw the biggest pumpkin in the world. (ye kot)Remind me of Cinderella.




Then, we went to FRIM. Enjoyed ourselves with breath taking scenery.



I had late lunch at Uncle Chow's kopitiam before heading back to KL. The food there were really nice and the jam for the bread were home made. You could taste the freshness.*drooling*

On the way back, we had fresh hot cofee which only cost RM1 per cup at the terrace of tea plantation. Awesomeness.




Finally macam biasa kami menemui jalan pulang.

Ain't Age Is Just A Number?

Found this at my student's blog.
They are 18 and I am 27.





And the point here is we looked much the same right?

Err..pity them to get a teacher as vain as me!!

A Very 'Familious' Weekend

My Saturday routine did not go like usual as I woke up quite early that morning. Tiba-tiba rajin. Apakah?? HAha.Thinking of going out to buy some breakfast but decided to wait for them to arrive first. Turned out, I had to bear all the grumbling and whistling of my tummy since they only arrived around 1pm.Sigh.
Nevertheless, I am happy. We headed to Tanjung Lumpur first. I had a bowl of scrumptious laksam(luai nye i..lakse ok?) and air nyo (bukan nyiur ok.) And somehow keropok lekor at MOK NAA was really good. We also gulped down some traditional Eastcoast kueh that i dont really know their names. But sedap for sure.

So then, off we go to Cherating. Being me who always have soft spot for 'tempat yg berair', mencelup2 kaki dalam air sgtla unsatisfying. I want to dip all my body,baby. The sea breeze at Cherating is very soothing, not too strong. A very mild, nice one. Waves rolling in and out, and Mak like usual, "Tengok tu Cek, berani teh. Ombok tu..blablabla" whereas the deepest I go is only knee deep.Why Mak? Why?WHY? And if only she knew that I went to Chearting like atleast once a month, bermandimanda with Mr A..siap floating bagai..hahahah.

Around 630ish, we went back. And on the way, we noticed there was another beach and decided to pull over. Black Stone Beach.(PAntai BAtu Hitam) and yes, the stones are indeed blackish. This beach is more lovey dovey type since I saw alot of couples and Ogy asked, "Cek, awk sokmo ke g sini?" Uhh..igt I bercinta kat cni ke? I bercinta di Cherating ok. Basah2. We took pixs yeah, alot. Mak pun sama posing. Nice.

After Maghrib, we had dinner at Tanjung Lumpur and had seafood meals at the famous Ana Ikan BAkar Petai.One of the best i had ever. Normally i went with MrA and the fullness that we had drove us feeling 'bluwekkk'.However this time it was just nice. We had siakap bakar..isi dia manis, rasa fresh. udang bakar.lala masak pedas.sotong celup tepung.kailan ikan masin.When ordering drinks, Mak ordered honey dew. I never tasted it so glitch it from Mak, and boy, it was sooo sedap. So from this moment, it's gonna be my favorite too.

Adakah kami balik ke rumah selepas itu? NO No No. We went to overrated Teluk Cempedak.I dont really fancy TC but of course when you bring people to visit Kuantan, Tc is a MUST destination.Soo many people there. I think we only stayed there for about 40mins. Lepaking on the beachside and camwhoring. There was this one Chinese boy who purposely shooted us with his bubble gun. Byk lagi tempat kosong but he chose to shoot at us. Macam comel la jugak but when I tried to slap the bubbles, he shouted "Dont disturb!!" aku mula la rasa nk tampar je. Abes, you want me to just look and let the bubbles touched my face and wet my clothes? MAmposlah.

Selepas itu, kami pun mula menjumpai jalan pulang. Reached house at 1130. Tidor dgn nyenyak skali.

I will post the pics later yeah.

*updated

I've abandoned this blog for sooooo long. Just couldnt find the idea to write peeps.Like usual, nothing much I do besides all the raunchy stupid things.

Mom is coming tomorrow to visit for the first time after 2 years of me being a part of Kuantanians (hopefully x lama)..somehow I felt extremely nervous. Its been quite a time the propinquity between us got a bit charred.Ok, dont ask me why.We are very much alike. So I guess two stubborn heads couldnt get near too often.

Had a chat with my sister who is now residing in Kulim last night. She is pregnant and the baby due on 19May. And it's a boy! I asked Dina "Nati adik baby namo gapo?" She said "Arasyh, tapi kalu baby girl namo mace Dina." I asked "Samo?" She maturely explained, "Namo Dina kan Yasmin Irdina, namo adik nanti Yasmin Aisyah". Vah vah vah. Nama. Okaylah, as long as my babies' names are not taken by anyone.Haha.

Btw, since Mom is coming, there are some things I need to do

1. keep away pix frames of me and Mr A. (nanti mak berbulu tgk)
2. change the bedsheet.
3. clean the bathroom.
4. sweep my room.
5. errr..what else yea?

Is that all? Lor, I thought it would be billions.