So you know

I need a companion to:

1. eating out GCB @McD, I loved it so much the bbq-ish taste still lingers on my mind.

2. have a slice of Secret Recipe Cheesecake. Period.

3. watch Pirates of Carribean, though I didnt follow the previous ones.

4. bathe my 2babies, being single mother is no fun.

5. to try my cooking and err, share the constructive critisim?

6. help me checking whether my car tyres are still in good condition.

7. hold the flimpy chair so that I wont fall in the attempt to sweep the cobwebs on the walls and celings.

8. check my back while weeding out the back garden.

Ok, enough it is.
Before I go mental one more time.

Up Until Now

1. I hope my babies are fine at home, locked inside the back room after a purrr-fect weekend. You know dear, I'm thinking of letting u roam free in the house when i go out working since you are now well-litter trained but looking at how u scratched my carpet, and all the sofa tunggang langgang, no way! So wait for the next weekend yeah.

2. Huk Huk. Sedih lagi.

3. A bit under the weather.

4. Huk Huk. *blowing nose*

I Chose The Correct Person

Remember I did blab about not having time to celebrate our first anni?

And been thinking he might not remember it?

It was in the mosque where the solemnization of Onie's took place, when everybody was busy taking photos.....my eyes locked with Amran's, knowingly. With that 10m distance,he gave me a cheeky smile and I just knew he knew.

MasyaAllah, the feeling was incredible. I just love him more and more.

When everything was over,I was a bit heavy-headed for taking too much of bbq lamb. All I could think of was the bed.

And he,with the 'kambing' smell, signaled me to the car, and we sneaked out. Just like that.

And guessed where did we go? Hayaki Cafe. Where we made the final decision to get engaged in the next 3months. And married 7months later.

He gave me a gold anklet which I told him, when we get babies, I would turn this into small bracelets. Bliss.

But....the not-so-happy thing was I did not give him anything!

He seems in need of

1. handphone
2. that Air Max Sneakers
3. PSP
4. GAP Jeans
5. TIMEX watch

Those are the things that he eyed for many times.

So which one dear, give me a hint pleaseeeee.

Edited:

Ignore the world darl..haha.It's just you and me.


Tek said I glowed, so I put it here my glowing face.:)

Messy

11June is nearer and so it means the 1st anniversary of me and Amran.

Yeay...We survived darling!

And because it's the first, of course it is extra special. I wanted to go to some beaches, have fun relaxing, cuddling to each other but unfortunately, Amran's sister is getting married on the same date pfffttt.

I guess, on the proclaimed 'special day', I would rolling up the sleeves, helping in the kitchen, giving out favors, smiling non stop, say hi-hi and bye-bye to everyone that I barely know, and when the night comes, sleeping separately in the living hall when I need his warmth much!Ouchh!

Ok, sounds a bit selfish here, but I can only have my first anni ONCE.:((((
Postponing the celebration seems unthrilling to me.
Or having a short gift exchange, doing it in rush also anappetising.

Ish, ntah ntah dia pon tak ingat???:((((

Of being concerns

The whole office were talking about Lynas the other day, and I was so ignorant thinking it might not be executed due to the objections of people when in fact, it was almost 80% done and was scheduled to start this September!

Oh, why only now they tell us?
Why kept it in such a secrecy when it involved the lives of people for now and also for the next hundred years?

I dont buy your bullshits saying the radiation is too low to notice when even Australia itself dont allow Lynas (an Australian company)to operate over there?
Why other countries rejected the idea and Malaysia,specifically Pahang like so generously took up the offer?
Isnt it enough to have the tallest, shortest, prettiest or whatever adjectives to describe Malaysia that you need to have the biggest rare earth plant too?
And why Gebeng,where the plantation was just 2km away from the housing area? Japan built theirs like 40km away, dont tel me Malaysians know better!
And 1km away from ILP where Shukor once studied.

What would happen to us?
Will my babies get affected?
What would happen to all the seafoods I enjoyed most in Kuantan?
What about the air?
What would happen to the land property which i heard had dropped pretty bad?

I read somewhere that Malaysia had actually built a rare earth plant at Bukit Merah in 1980s but was closed down due to the hike of numbers of cancer cases in that area, and even now the cleaning up process that costed 30million had not finished. Many birth defects occured and the rates of children who suffered frm leukimia was 35times higher.

....But still I'd like to put my hope high.
I hope this is just some political games from the opponents.
I hope I can trust the radiation released is not affecting people, at all.
I hope my worries or concerns are baseless due to my lack of knowledge.

I hope you people, the decision-maker,have thought this thoroughly, and not even once in your heart would regret the action you made in years later.

And yes, I hope this is not about scratching your itchy palms!!