KMPh Annual Dinner

I have annual dinner tonite at Vistana.
Malasnya nak pegi but have to since everyone should pay.
Bila dah bayar macam rugi pulak xpegi makan kan.

My brown caftan has been the regular in my wardrobe. pakai pon masa raya je.
That happens when you bought something that is not practical.
Same goes to my baju kawin. Kinda regret for choosing white. Kalau kaler lain atleast boleh recycle.

So tonight brown caftan it is.
Perhaps with simple makeups and let-loose hair.
Plus still need to catch up my bus at 11:30.
The whole family still kt KL. Mak will only go back after her anak bongsu laki,Shukor starts his work at Proton.Risau sgt as if kecik lagi.

Office is freaking freezing.
It's been raining since yesterday,if last year I could see some overflowed water on the roads, macam ala banjir. But this year xsangat. Alhamdulillah.

Ok diary. Got class.
Chio.

Cerita bola

Woot! Woot!Malaysia won the AFFCup!!!
Talking about football..I donno much, except looking at the most good looking player with good skills, chasing the ball, the sweats, the nice designs of new jerseys blablabla.
But my man is a fanatic.
Avid fan of MU, Red Warrior and of course the Malaysian team.
He would leave me alone at home so that he could watch the game at the stadium with his friends.
Sometimes I mind, sometimes I dont.Depends on my mood.
But most of the time, when he was at the stadium, I would stay at home watching the game live on tv.
When he comes back, we'll talk about the game but definitely on different note.
I'll ask question like "Keeper tu hensem ah yang.Muda lagi eh?"
"Ah ah.Muda lagi. Wuu..tengok taak gol tadi, lawa tu.."
"Yang score tdi pon hensem gak, muka jantan kan."
"A ah, dia main best, mmg striker pon."
See??

But I still love watching football.Masa RedWarrior menang, I seriously felt sooo proud.and grateful. Sebab mengenangkan a lot of people I know (yang travel frm KB-KL) willing to come supporting the team, including my bro dengan his frens yang i know bukannya ada duit sgt pon tp sbb Kelnatan final, datang jugak.So i nak jugak Kelantan menang.Biar berbaloibaloi.
During the season, then I kenal a few palyers, a few played for Malaysian team. So tadi while watching the AFF Cup, my focus was actually on these two.

Norshahrul Idlan Talaha looks very much like my bro in law.Amran's eldest bro.Amran cakap dia main kelassss.Wellllll, he still looks like Abe Anih to me.

The one who caught my eyes most mestilah keeper yang bermata sepet itu.Khairul Fahmi.Hehe.I always have soft spot for that kind of face.Mata sepet.Tinggi.Aummmm. Tapi like many people say, you wont get what you want. So dapatlah yang bermata x sepet tapi hazel dan tak berapa nak tinggi.Haha.
so yummmeh.

Tapi bagilah 10 macam ni pon, it wont be the same with my own heartkeeper.


My heart keeper

"I carry your heart with me (I carry it in my heart)"-E.E Cummings

New Companion

I wanna tell the whole world that I have my own broadband now..yuhuuu.

Amran's friend, Uyie went to UK following the wife. So he left the broadband, now the new owner I am.Happy!!

You'll see me updates every 10 secs. You wish!!!

Peristiwa Hari Jumaat, Sabtu, Ahad dan Isnin

I took my annual leave on Monday, so all 4days off to myself. Err, not so much for myself but atleast to make other people happy.

Reached Ogy's around 8pm on Friday only to see Dina, Mia and Harris all made up with their bags to overnite at Amran's. K.Yus told me they were ready since 6pm, (since I told them I would be there at 6).However, Amran's having Family Day with the officemates at PD the next morning, and I knew they all would be out of control without their moms.So, instead of driving them to S.Alam, we brought them to JJ Maluri. Jln2, belanja kasut sekolah, Oreo icecream one each, balik singgah mamak lagi, baru balik rumah. Riq and A.Rizal were already there to fetch Mia home, but she meraung tak nak balik."Nak tido rumah Su Cekkkkkk".Oh. She's been sleeping over Ogy's for almost a week, mak pak dia pon dh macam nak marah2 but you know lah kids, bila dh ada kawan2 of course lah dia suka. Pulak tu cousins je pon. By the way, went back to S.Alam around 11pm. Ngantuks.

We were supposed to gather infront of the office around 830, but hehe.We were still on bed when As called for our whereabouts at 930. So lompat katil mandi semua, by 1015 we reached the office with of course some tease and remark.So embarassing.;)Dah lama tak pegi PD, in fact pantai.So apa lagi, I was the only woman yang mandi manda, yang lain x pon.hehe. Naik banana boat for the first time, bbq chicken, prawns, squids n semualah.best jugak. Around 7pm baru bertolak balik. Stopped by Uya's to fetch MiaDinaHarris. Mak nd KYus slept over Uya's, which dekat je.Sek 7 je. Bawak balik rumah, they seemed to confuse. Eh Su Cek, Pahang dekat je ek. Oh now I know why they were so excited to come to my house. Amran tempted them with PS2, so apa lagi dengan game bola lah, Shrek lah. Bila nak tido, semua nak tido luar depan tv so I put on the comforter. Amran and I slept inside with the door ajar..There was one time Mia suddenly came inside and slept next to me, after an hour or so, dia keluar balik pijak Amran semua.haha.funneh.

Sunday morning, I made breakfast.So makan semua, continued playing PS2 again. Around 2, I brought them to SACC mall, ada Upin Ipin Fair.Amran wasnt around, he went to watch Malaysia-Indo football match. Nak gi SACC mall pon sesat, boleh?haha. From there, we went to Kompleks PKNS.pusing2.oklah.Mia is a grown ups now..she no longer complained 'malas nak jalan' and what not.Dina macam biasa very considerate. Minum pon nak air kosong je, afraid that it would cost me alot.So cute. Harris macam biasa jugak always got scolded for straying far from me. Around 5ish, K.Yus called saying they were going to Pantai Remis. So I drove to Uya's. Sesat sekali lagi coz I took the wrong turn. I still couldnt master the S.Alam routes but somehow it didnt worry me much since I always managed to find the way out.*smug*

And on the Monday morning, I became SAHW, waiting for my bus at 430.


And now, I'm at the office, writing up the events of 4days of my weekends.

Tikus

Amran came down last wiken tho it was supposed to be my turn. I was so freaking busy this week..with loads of class observations and audit people are coming today..(yes today and I still have time to blog!!) Amran was busy too but I insisted since there was a R.A.T in my house!! Kalau Bet mesti dah xboleh tidor. I saw it behind my washing machine on last Tuesday, and called Amran in frenziness. Was mad with his ridiculous idea to get rid of that little brute, so insisted he come himself to execute his plan. Thank God he said orait.

And on Saturday night the unlucky creature was trapped on the sticky power glue costed rm2.80 after Amran spotted it again behind the washing machine and the chaste started. I'm pretty sure there's only sekor since we had a massive spring clean after that and I found none. Not even a trace ie:smell,poops. Im actually trying to convince myself and repeating the mantra "Cik Siti Tolong Pegi" for the ummpth time. Amran had nailed every single hole we found with some thick cardboards so I hope yes, no more rats.

Tired of sleeping with the lights on for almost 4days.
Somehow it makes my morning less fresher.

K.Limah

Movies gives Amran an adrenaline rush.
Sanggup hopping to 3 diffrent malls just to make sure dapat tengok jugak.

And it was.......Hantu Kak Limah Pulang Ke Rumah y'all!!!

Nasib baik best.
Kukik2 i gelak.

How I spent my Sat,Sun,Mon, Tues

I took my annual leave (apparently I still have 3days left) on Monday, and spent the days at hub's crib. Now I'm back at the office, feeling numb.And lonesome. This coming Saturday would also be working day. Bummer!There goes my plan to join hub's officemates bbq-ing at PD.

Like usual, weekends with him was full of fun. However, less foodies involved since I'm keeping up (trying) with my diet now.Went to Sunway Pyramid on Saturday with the initial plan to watch movies.But mission unaccomplished since the wife couldnt get off her eyes at the sales. Haha.I am a sucker for Charles and Keith and they were having sales! Got my eyes set on this snake leather handbag, and the price was ok. But hub kept on saying beg u dah banyak beg u dah banyak and I couldnt believe I actually took his words. So I opted for a wallet since the one that I use now was a Guess wallet given by Shamsul. And he actually said yes, wallet u dah burok, boleh beli. Which I doubted his motive. We had lunch at this Popeye, first timer for this one and the foods were ermmm..tasteless according to hub. With comparison to spicy savoury KFC chickens.and burgerlicious McD.Bought some blouses, with hub's tastes. He said my baju were all so typical, yeah.I know i know. And also bought this pumps from Vincci. The ones from CnK not really nice.I dont feel good wearing pumps, but this one seems ok. Hub said kan nampak lain.taklah typical u.So what's wrong with being typical me? Tak cantik kah?But i ok jer. I can wear pape jenis baju, as long as u bayar.haha.

The next day, at 6ish, we went to The Curve, again with the plan to watch movies. Hub was determined this time to MOVIES only. But Harry Potter was at 925,and Narnia was at 1025.I told him its ok to wait so we could go down, jalan2.(yes,flea markets!)Well, he could see where I was up too, and of course he said NO and the next thing I knew we were at the OneUtama GSC watching Narnia 3D for 745pm show.Talking about focus and determination.

By the way, he worked on Monday, so I just stayed at home watching E! and imagining myself being a (hot) housewife waiting for the hub to come home.Best jugak.Tp bosan kot. E! kept playing the same shows back to back so xbest lah. Had simple dinner when he reached home. Rehat2, after isyak drove out to Subang to buy some cds. Pusing2 sampai rumah around 11, spread out the comforter at the living room, switched off all the lights, hub turned on his hometheatersystem with the subwoofer surrounded the small space and we watched MyNameIsKhan only to wake up the next morning still in the same place.Nice.

And around 430, there I was on the bus to Kuantan. With a silent cry in heart. Wishing for a better year. Perhaps.

Today's feeling is

...inevitable envy.

Of those who chance applying makeup in the car.

On the way to the workplace.

Husband's the driver.

If only this is

Hari Raya Qurban

At last, hari raya pictures!

Sedap ok xpercaya cuba try.

Whenever hubs' coming down, I somehow had made a mental note on what we are gonna have for the dinner. I dont eat much on daily basis, (seriously) but when he comes, oh my. I seriously will be having 6-7meals per day!Whether I cook or dine out, its not the questions but looking at how much calories I take, no doubt he is my ultimate appetiser. Just looking at him evokes my hunger and crave.Like serious.

So for days, my mouth watered remembering sup belut,sotong goreng kunyit, kailan ikan masin,puyuh goreng at this restaurant near Jaya Gading. Or tomyam campur, kailan ikan masin, puyuh goreng at Sinar Mesra next to Shell. Or that nasi lemak of creative pakcik who turned the old traditional sewing machine table into dining table. By the way, hubs who taught me to eat belut. At first, I felt squirmish thinking that sleeky lean snake-like creature served on my plate. So my first try was belut goreng kunyit, thinking at least the taste would not be that obvious. Sekali, eh sedap. Try sup, eh sedap.eh sedap.nak lagi.eh sedap. eh sedap.

But last night, my heart crushed. Ini kan malam lagi sehari nak raya, mestilah all those peeps (most of them orng Siam) went back home. And normally when they start holidaying, it would take 1 week to start the business back.

Tak sempat lah i nak makan dengan Amran. Makan sorang tak sedap.;(((((((

Saya x sabar nak balik kb esok.

Down with flu since yesterday.

And a bit cough.



So totally not in mood for anything.

Did rope skipping for 150times after reaching home yesterday.

Now I know how tiresome it is to shed kilos.



And watched Chinta after unwatching it for quite some time.

Tetiba I loathe Ady Putra. Macam geli2. Bibir hitam.haha.

Gila emosi.

Well, ini entry beberapa hari lepas tp xtau knp type2 malas nak post. Chinta Chanduri pon dah mati pon.

By the way, am still down with flu. Nk telan makanan sakit tekak. Hubs will be coming

tonight, since tomorrow afterwork we're going back to kb.

And to those who are wondering, I m not pregnant. Trasa hati i u nak cakap i gemok sebenarnya kan.kan.

Fat Is Beautiful...

...was what written on the shirt sold at the souvenir shop at Kuala Gandah. We both laughed at that but then I thought, well...I would be brave enough to parade the shirt only for two reasons, 1. if I were an elephant or 2.there is another human in my tummy.

So yes dolls, after much persuasion, there we were.

Only the 1st 120 persons were allowed to ride and bath with the Big E, the rest were up to only feeding.*frust* I asked hubs are we going there again since this trip wasnt a complete one, but he said "Tengoklah 2tahun lagi"

See, they could bathe the elephant. Tak sexcited ke macam tu?

And rode them too! Dalam hati meronta2 nak naik ok.

Dapat pegang telinga pun ok lah. This is Selendang, and actually one feet crippled attacked by tiger. Very nice this boy, u know.

And she actually thanked you when you feed her!Coolness.





Finally muka isteri yang happy dapat tengok, pegang, usap, belai, bagi makan gajah.

Awesome!!

Sojourn in Melaka

Had some fabulous time in Melaka, though short.
Makan sedap, nice budget hotel that comes with breakfast, snapping pictures using self timer, walking up and down the city, sniffing the belacan..ohhh.
And I just couldnt help from smiling remembering Me-You time.;)

Pening because..

It's invigilating time!
And like usual, the rows and rows of kids make me such a walking zombie.
Passing the question papers back and fro somehow makes me losing the focus, and by the end of the day a nice evening nap on my bed,sleeping out of dizziness is what you can expect out of me.
Routine-ness.

The coming Monday would be public holiday for Pahang.
So happy so it means longer fun time in KB. Suri's getting married on Friday, and hubs has been so nice these days to make sure I oblige his request to go back to kb Friday after dawn. Now I'm on the crossroad for this resposibilty to the job or to him.HAHA.

Maybe should pester for a camera in return.

When I'm at the lowest ebb

...a nice getaway just for the two of us is what I need after all.

Together with nice food, perhaps air jagung iceblended, nice sunny weather and a camera.

Will be just fab!!

At 4:30, I'm going

Down to S.Alam again this weekend. And it makes 2times in a row.
I think hubs now has mastered the skill to allure me with good foods around SA and the temptation to Ikea every now and then.:) Should let him enjoy the moments til my next mood swing blows him hard.

Daa.

Nasib baik.

If not, I would be known as the blackout maker.

Bumped into En.Zailan this morning after I clocked in, and he passed me a wedding gift.

I donno if the gift means he likes my hair so much or please do something with it because it turns out to be a hairdryer.

Whooa. I love it actually. I've had one, but this is different because it comes with ion which can make your hair shinier.At least that's what written on the packaging.



So naik ofce, plug in,grenggggggggggggggg..kaput!

Everything's out. My pc. The black box voltage regulator also.

Godek2, nasib baik ok.



On another note,I'm going.Tomorrow.

Oh yeah. Oh yeah.Oh yeah.

lol.

Masalah PJJ

The last departing time was last Sunday, while Nona was aired on the tv.
No words about who's coming to whom this time.
Neither we talked about it after.

So now Im dying to know is it my turn or his turn.
And yet so proud to ask.
And that served me right.

The thing is going there nowadays adalah sgt memalaskan.
Sitting atleast 4hours on bus to and fro is exhausting indeed.
Pegi ok lagi because I normally take bus afterwork, but still need to rush for a cab.
Balik sgt penat.
Emotionally and physically.
When he offered to send over, I declined.
For knowing it would burn a hole on his pocket, and driving back along LPT Karak, alone in the middle of night is not an easy business.

Dulu sgt excited, going there almost every weekend.
Even driving on my own.
Atleast I can make it into 3hours, but moneywise...

ok, lah enough of it.
This is like 0.0000000000000000000000000000000000000000001% of other's suffer.
Should grateful instead.
Bais.

Raya this year

Raya this year:

-was awesome because A surprised me with another 3pairs of baju raya, totalled up to 6pairs altogether.Yuuhuu...but!!!!! It meant nothing since we did not take a photo together AT ALL!!!

-I ate at all the houses we went, so couldnt resist the nasi kapit, sate, nasi beriani,nasi dage lauk itik (ate it for the first time) and with all these gobbled in, the only person to blame was us after frequent visits to toilet the night after. Hubs was more severe sampai need to suffer diarhea for a week.

-made me craved for lakse (laksam) on the 4th day of raya so went round and round KB but counldnt find one. Called up Abe Yie and he said there was one near Panji, famous dan sedap named Bai T Laksam. Unfortunately it was still closed. Frustrated, pusing2 lagi and out of nowhere we stopped by a very old shabby kedai kopi which served mi celup. Surprisingly setaap. Am thinking of going there again. So dont judge the food by its eatery.

-I spent more time attending hub's friends' open houses. And I only brought her to Bet's wedding. A solid proof he has way more friends than me. Sob!

-was special in its own way.;)

Raya Kita

This might sounds mushy, but yeah. I cant wait to celebrate our raya together.

I remembered texting him during last year's raya, something like its gonna be our last raya being single, and hell it's true!!! We didnt tell anyone about our plan (despite planning on our own to get engaged on raya haji) and was ecstatic to know it becoming real.

Went back to A's house (pulang ke pangkuan suami?) last week and went to hunt for raya outfit.

Got myself 3pairs and him 1..Shah Alam was the best place to shop for baju raya i tell you. At least for me coz I love my baju to bits. Was looking for some chunky bracelets and earings too but couldnt find one, now I regret for not buying the ones I liked at Diva since none I could find in Kuantan.

Remember when you are a kid there's always at least 2sets of baju, traditional and modern?

I want to bring back my childhood since I've left my singlehood (makes sense?), so does A. He wanted to replace his Gap jeans which dont-know-where-he-put so we headed to OU during one of the days. (i mean cuti merdeka) On the way, there was a song that sounded like this "Aku berpaut pada.....sejengkal tali cuma.." Remember? So we played a bet. I was 105% sure that it was Azian Mazwan Safwan that I went to agree upon buying him a Gap jeans if I lost. I remembered singing that song when I was in primary school and Ning didnt exist that earrrrly right? So of course I lost. And I sulked along the way and actually that was the best weapon to un-bet the bet. So lesson learnt. Ning is classic.

However, both of us didnt buy the jeans, he couldnt find the one he liked and me, suddenly felt it was such a waste to buy now knowing it wont fit me anymore.

Ok back to raya.

This year around I bought 7jars of cookies, costed me so much that later on, I decided to make my own. Rolled the mini popia by myself till my back strained so bad, so settled for only 1packet.
Ordered from Ogy's in laws kerepek originally from Jawa Sabak Bernam, it was so good that actually been buying from her for years.

The reason for overflowing of cash for raya this year obviously because I have 2families now.
Obvious isnt it?


By the way, cant wait to button and unbutton his baju melayu on the blissful raya morning.
Bersalaman, asking for forgiveness.
Introduce him to my father and me, get introduced to his mother.
Strutting in our matching outfit around kampong.

And I want to tell him that everyday is raya with him, albeit the fight.

Selamat Hari Raya!!

18.07.2010

First time would always lead to a second one.
First step would lead to thousand miles.
Do u know that?

Bulan madu kita

Bulan madu di awan biru

Tiada yang mengganggu

Bulan madu di atas pelangi

Hanya kita berdua

Mengecap nikmat cinta

Yang indah tak terperi

Sesuci embun pagi..

Aryani Resort, Merang

17-18 Jun 2010

NSOP (Not So Old Photo) Part 1

I City is just a stone throw away from our crib. I love!

Sipping coffee at KedaiKopi while feeding the tortoises and fish is love.

Lying lazily on your red couch, with our feets tangle to each other and eyes fixed to tv screen is love.

Fly me to Shah Alam please....

New status

Received calling letter for tomorrow's meeting.
Addressed to Puan Norwani.
Mmmm..

I'm a married woman now, Alhamdulillah.
It's surreal, having married to someone I love all this while.
It feels special as well, knowing you'll have your future with him.
and to be able to do everything legally, in every sense.

Ok, enough.
I havent written anything about my wedding, and planning to do that sometimes later.
We havent got our oficial photos yet, and are very thrilled to see them.
Will update once the photos are here.
Would be nicer isnt it?
Tp mungkin agak basi di situ.
Its ok, I write for my own reading.

Till then, bais.
Muah muah.

MY WISH LIST

Name me a girl who's in the correct of mind wont be happy for her wedding?

I am happy, and of course in the quest of making it to---->perfection.

But everyone's having their own definition for this.


For me,

I want my nikah to be done at masjid, surrounded by families and close friends.

I want, when Amran kisses me on my forehead, the sheer of cold sweat is because iI feel loved when all my loved ones are here.

I want all the heartbreaks, frustrations and disappointments diminish into the thin air the moment Amran says "Aku terima nikahnya..."

On the night of akad nikah, I want all my guests, especially my non-Kelantanese friends to enjoy the nasi kerabu Mak ordered from the famous MokJoh Penambang and also have the taste of Kelantanese sweet delicacies Mak ordered from the famous Niks who cater royalties for years.

I want all my friends to join the tepung tawar session as I've prepared myself the special bunga telor to be passed which caused me backpain for days.

I want all my friends to be with me giving the *First Time* poses on the dais, as u know my family is the reserved lot, they wont give me these crazy poses.

I want the not so update dais that I took from NBride wont turn out so bad. Same goes to make up, songkets and lace kebaya.

I want my photographer, AriffinMukhtar manages to capture the beautiful moments of everything since he comes quite cheap, n sometimes cheap means bad.

I want all my friends not to feel left out during my wedding since it's just a very small reception, so by right I should be able to entertain all.

I want the guests to be contented with the dodol and Kisses I stuff into the gown and tux boxes I bought via online tho Mak loathes them. And dodol bought by Lat must be good, I trust her taste.

I want everyone to enjoy the food during my reception for Haji Halim Caterer is one of the famous caterer in Kota Bahru, so he must live up to the reputation by giving us good and delectable food.

I want Amran will look at me as if I am the most beautiful woman in the world.

I want Mak to be happy with the choice I made and always pray for my happiness as I've brought her a lot pain too.

I want Amran to be received by all my family members, and Dina would be at ease with him since this favourite niece of mine is not easily open up to new people. And sorry Dina, the name Farah Farhana Ain Puteri you choose for your future cousin wont be real because your Pakcik Amran wants ours to start with "A".

I want. I want.Iwant.

But in quest of perfection, I know I have to accept whatever that comes.



Because by the end of the day,
I just want to lay in your arms and weeping silently of joy and despair.