Happy But Still Can Be Tempted

Have you watched "Last Night?"

I have no idea whether this is new release or not, but the glimpse of Keira Knightley and Eva Mendez on the cover really caught my eyes. We bought a few dvds at a small shop near SS9 where the choices of hubs' were merely actions. I took a few, Like Dandelion Dust, Tree of Life and this Last Night. It has been long since I watched a good movie (i mean the one that stuck in my head for days), after been served with the series of Hangover, JackAss and etc.

We snuggled under the blanket, watching it together after hubs' weekly-compulsary-football watch.Boringgggg.

And now everything's still lingering in my head;
-the scenes, the dialogue and all the 'what ifs'

It makes me question on my marriage as well.
If you're happy together, that doesnt mean you cant be tempted, which is ermm..scary.

If someone as hot as Eva, shows some interest in you..would you ignore it, or would he ignores her?

I have a friend who marries (or should I say snatch?) a married man, and happily announced to us and I could sense some sort of proudness when she said that.

And some friends who are dangerously flirting with someone else's husbands.

What if that happens to me?

In the movie, Keira bumped into her old flames and well, the attraction was still strong. She confessed that he was never off from her mind though she tried to. To blame Keira, err..with face like that, I would catch the next flight with him!!

But you are married forgodsake!

Before the night ends, Keira's hubs (sorry, I dont bother checking his name)lost it and f**** Eva while Keira spent the night in the arms of the man she loves.

And Amran asked, who's the worse?
Keira or the husband?

I said "Mestilah husband dia helloooo..atleast Keira tak dotdot dgn ex dia..husband dia tuh dotdot 2x lagi tau.."
Being feminist, u know.

Though deep down,
the questions still stuck inside my head.

Which is worse?
To cheat with your body,
or to cheat with your heart and feelings?

...For I know I couldnt accept both.

Sad..very much.

You'll never know how sad I was to waking up without having you curling on my feet.
Though sometimes I feel disturbed with it but I love you to bits.

Sob sob!My Adek went missing this morning. It was all my fault to underestimate her capability in climbing up the window. I woke up this morning only to see Abang, which somehow not as active as before following me to the brekkie room. I thought Adek was still full looking at barely untouched kibbles. I showered like usual, and preparing to go to work only to realize that Adek was missing!!!!

Ive been looking high and low for her but to no avail. I kept calling Adek and meowing through the neighborhood, and asking the neighbors your whereabout.I've done all I could but you still hidden somewhere.

Adek..come out pleaseee.

I am so worried now that the dark clouds are rolling in and you are still out there. Will you know how to survive? You just got your 2nd vaccine yesterday and are not supposed to get wet, u know..

I am so worried that u somehow stucked somewhere, tersepit mana2, and you just dont meow!!How kakak can find you?

I am so so sad if someone brought you home and doesnt take care of you like I do? I give you the best RoyalCanin kibbles, you dont take fish,your 3rd vaccine will be on 26Aug,I let you do your 'business' in the litterbox, I never hit you with lidi.

Adek, thinking of you gives me a heartache.

Come back soon pleaseeeee....

3words to describe u

While waiting for Amran to arrive (which is around 230am), I blogwalk and found this very interesting ermm..puzzle?



And the result:

First I saw 'beautiful'...(ok, kembang kejap)
Second I saw 'love'..(which really suited my mood tonight..hehe)
and the last one was...






whore!!! (oh does that mean i'm a biatch?..oh yes, i am.sometimes je kan??)

Girls, try it.
And lemme know.

Randomly Told

Everything I did today went haywire. Need to find my mojo back, maybe another karaoke session would help.Ngeh2.

By the way, nazir came last Monday and it was something new. There was never came a nazir for matrix programme but rumors said one of them had a daughter here so that's why they got interested. I wasnt so worried until I knew I was the one who would be observed! But still I was calmed and composed. Went to class like usual, ngongangngongang..finished 1hour! We had a face-to-face session after that and when the first sentences uttered were "Oh, you looked so much like my bestfriend Betty, the way you talked, your body gestures, your facial expression,so so like her!" I just knew it was a good beginning, and it's good indeed.*Smug* I just knew after that she actually chose other names (I know if picking-through-namelist, mine would never be chosen, thanks Mak for non commercial name!)but others gave reasons like in the midst of doing the assessment, which that was what I did with my students. I took the hassle changing my lesson plan and youtubing for some videos of teaching. Fuhh...But really it was a good experience.

And Amran was stuck in traffics due to Yellow rally last weekend and the best thing was to cancel the trip. So there goes my BWKitten kibbles. Rather than keeping my A&A hungry, I went out and bought a small packet of RC34Kitten and oh boy, they ate like there's no tomorrow. Menangis mak nok, selere korang mahal sungguh!! I hoped changing back to BW once Amran came over this weekend wouldnt be a problem. And I was actually contemplating whether to spay them or not because they are turning 6months and I'm afraid I'll be getting babies soon. Plus babies from incest relationship would not be the good ones.Hmm.

And weekend this time is much awaited.:) I need to do some restocking of my T collection and they are still not enough. Not enough if I want to start by this week. But dragging it to some more time wouldnt be a good thing as well. So that's why I need Amran badly. My consultante.

And tonight the cooking mood came. I've prepared the tomato and garlic dices, minced chicken. everything it takes to make spaghetti to bring to the office tomorrow when I just remembered I'm running out of gas since yesterday.


Arghhh.

So you know

I need a companion to:

1. eating out GCB @McD, I loved it so much the bbq-ish taste still lingers on my mind.

2. have a slice of Secret Recipe Cheesecake. Period.

3. watch Pirates of Carribean, though I didnt follow the previous ones.

4. bathe my 2babies, being single mother is no fun.

5. to try my cooking and err, share the constructive critisim?

6. help me checking whether my car tyres are still in good condition.

7. hold the flimpy chair so that I wont fall in the attempt to sweep the cobwebs on the walls and celings.

8. check my back while weeding out the back garden.

Ok, enough it is.
Before I go mental one more time.

Up Until Now

1. I hope my babies are fine at home, locked inside the back room after a purrr-fect weekend. You know dear, I'm thinking of letting u roam free in the house when i go out working since you are now well-litter trained but looking at how u scratched my carpet, and all the sofa tunggang langgang, no way! So wait for the next weekend yeah.

2. Huk Huk. Sedih lagi.

3. A bit under the weather.

4. Huk Huk. *blowing nose*

I Chose The Correct Person

Remember I did blab about not having time to celebrate our first anni?

And been thinking he might not remember it?

It was in the mosque where the solemnization of Onie's took place, when everybody was busy taking photos.....my eyes locked with Amran's, knowingly. With that 10m distance,he gave me a cheeky smile and I just knew he knew.

MasyaAllah, the feeling was incredible. I just love him more and more.

When everything was over,I was a bit heavy-headed for taking too much of bbq lamb. All I could think of was the bed.

And he,with the 'kambing' smell, signaled me to the car, and we sneaked out. Just like that.

And guessed where did we go? Hayaki Cafe. Where we made the final decision to get engaged in the next 3months. And married 7months later.

He gave me a gold anklet which I told him, when we get babies, I would turn this into small bracelets. Bliss.

But....the not-so-happy thing was I did not give him anything!

He seems in need of

1. handphone
2. that Air Max Sneakers
3. PSP
4. GAP Jeans
5. TIMEX watch

Those are the things that he eyed for many times.

So which one dear, give me a hint pleaseeeee.

Edited:

Ignore the world darl..haha.It's just you and me.


Tek said I glowed, so I put it here my glowing face.:)

Messy

11June is nearer and so it means the 1st anniversary of me and Amran.

Yeay...We survived darling!

And because it's the first, of course it is extra special. I wanted to go to some beaches, have fun relaxing, cuddling to each other but unfortunately, Amran's sister is getting married on the same date pfffttt.

I guess, on the proclaimed 'special day', I would rolling up the sleeves, helping in the kitchen, giving out favors, smiling non stop, say hi-hi and bye-bye to everyone that I barely know, and when the night comes, sleeping separately in the living hall when I need his warmth much!Ouchh!

Ok, sounds a bit selfish here, but I can only have my first anni ONCE.:((((
Postponing the celebration seems unthrilling to me.
Or having a short gift exchange, doing it in rush also anappetising.

Ish, ntah ntah dia pon tak ingat???:((((

Of being concerns

The whole office were talking about Lynas the other day, and I was so ignorant thinking it might not be executed due to the objections of people when in fact, it was almost 80% done and was scheduled to start this September!

Oh, why only now they tell us?
Why kept it in such a secrecy when it involved the lives of people for now and also for the next hundred years?

I dont buy your bullshits saying the radiation is too low to notice when even Australia itself dont allow Lynas (an Australian company)to operate over there?
Why other countries rejected the idea and Malaysia,specifically Pahang like so generously took up the offer?
Isnt it enough to have the tallest, shortest, prettiest or whatever adjectives to describe Malaysia that you need to have the biggest rare earth plant too?
And why Gebeng,where the plantation was just 2km away from the housing area? Japan built theirs like 40km away, dont tel me Malaysians know better!
And 1km away from ILP where Shukor once studied.

What would happen to us?
Will my babies get affected?
What would happen to all the seafoods I enjoyed most in Kuantan?
What about the air?
What would happen to the land property which i heard had dropped pretty bad?

I read somewhere that Malaysia had actually built a rare earth plant at Bukit Merah in 1980s but was closed down due to the hike of numbers of cancer cases in that area, and even now the cleaning up process that costed 30million had not finished. Many birth defects occured and the rates of children who suffered frm leukimia was 35times higher.

....But still I'd like to put my hope high.
I hope this is just some political games from the opponents.
I hope I can trust the radiation released is not affecting people, at all.
I hope my worries or concerns are baseless due to my lack of knowledge.

I hope you people, the decision-maker,have thought this thoroughly, and not even once in your heart would regret the action you made in years later.

And yes, I hope this is not about scratching your itchy palms!!

Aww,sweet.

Got inside Oxbridge Cottage and took out 4 HOT magazines and 1 novel..
I finished reading the magazines in just an hour or so, and started to read the novel just a few hours ago.

My selection of books differs from time to time. And it's been quite some time romance tops the list, but feeling mushy all over, I picked this among others.


I knew nothing about the author but when I flipped a few pages and saw this at the acknowledgement corner, I went Awwww....I want to cry!!



I want a Howard too, pretty pleasse....

Nur Kasih

With all the hulabaloo about Nur Kasih, we all were so excited to watch.
But...I dont know whether there was something wrong about me because it turned out I didnt enjoy myself much. Well, except for a big bucket of caramel popcorn which I couldnt stop munching.

Somehow I thought there was something missing in there. No climax, of course it wouldnt be so fun.And, there was no solid conflict. Trying too hard to show Adam's good sides pon xbest jugak. And yes, semua org baik2 je..bosan ah. Now I miss Nur's little sis yg jahat masa drama dulu. Baru drama sket. And also, I dont like suara Rahim Razali dalam tuuuuu...sangat cliche. Macam tgk Merong pulak bunyinya. Lepas tu, ala ala Notebook pulak.Haishh.

Quite a number of things I didnt really like, tapi ok lah.
Not that it was totally bad,mind you.

It's just that when we have a great expectation about it, a few cracks might ruin the whole palace.


Btw, I've bought a new camera, finally. It has this front LCD which was perfect for my-type.

I nak ambik gambar kt gsc tadi tapi amran marah, so dalam kereta sudah..

I nak jual barang ni tapi malu..hehe

Ok ok.
I know this is soooo not me, but I think this is quite good, so why dont i share with friends?

I've been a fan of KFC wedges, and I think you'd agree that the best part of it is the yummilicious orangy cheese. I seriously dont know its name at first but when my sis introduced that to me, Im all bought. It tastes exactly like KFC, no kidding! I in fact pour it over almost on everything, my nuggets/fried drummets/burgers..Oh , talking much about guilty pleasure.

So, if you want to have that too, do make pre-order.I think it will come to me by next week.

Sorry I dont have the exact pictures, but it's actually like pre-mix flour, where you just use hot water to do the mixture. Ala, macam buat air milo..Just spoon out the quantity that you want, and it can last up to 6months, and most importantly, it is certified HALAL.

So you want it?hehe.


U buy wedges kat supermarket tu, fry them up, letak mayo byk2...letak this cheese byk2...heaven i tell you.

Nak tak?
Nak tak?

Kasut

I took you for my best buyer of the day.
Tell me, where can I get this baby which costed IDR50000=RM17 in KL?
I just love the soft sole, and its cushiony feeling.
And the side bow, it is cute to the max.
Your 2inch legs enable me to strut confidently, elegantly.
Better still, you make me feel sexy.


But how could you turn me down today.



You get what you pay for.
Of all people, I should know better.

ps/Nasib baik jenis suka tinggal kasut bwh meja ofis.

Women

Women, though soft,frail and fragile,are strong and steel indeed. Throw them with stones of lies, they'll pick up one by one. Soak them in deep dark ocean, they'll come eventually swimming up to the surface. Leave them in an evil forest, they'll come back with a unicorn to boot.

With all the things passed by, why cant woman understand another woman? Why do you work hard to please those in pants when you deny your own kinds?

oh yes, I forgot the most powerful power ever. Emotional is what they called.When it comes in our way, roses no longer sweet.Fungal bread is like Tony Roma's burger.Black is white and brown can be the latest pink.Whatever you see may not be whatever you see.Excuses are justified for the sake of heart matter and with that, we are all smiling.


Emotional creature.
With this, I sighed.

Of dreams

They say, the older you are, the wiser you become.
...Apparently it cant be applied to everyone.
...at least to me.

I couldnt think much now. The more plans I made, the more shattered my heart will be.I seem incapable to fulfill my dreams, or cant even dream right now. It's not others fault as much as I want to blame them. It's effing me.ME.I am too ambitious to realize the sky is too high for me to reach. I dont think I even manage to touch the tip of the grass oh goodness.I think for big things when the reality is my mouth is up to swallow just a bitter sweet. My esofogus wont even fit for those chewable sugus.Oh damn i dont even know whether i spell esofogus correctly. Or whether i got confused esofogus with trachea?Craps,i am crap.

And yes, it's all my fault.

Aktiviti Malam Jumaat

Darn, it's already Friday and holiday is almost over!
Why cant I have the companionship all the time? Sigh.

Last night we went to JJ Bkt Raja to watch Fast&Furious5 but it was selling fast and when it came to our turn, it was already sold out. So, we opted for Water For Elephant, which was not bad. I always love Reese Witherspoon (new bride,no?) and watching her alongside Rob Pattinson who was glow-no-longer in different genre of movies somehow refreshing.



The movie was nice, whimsical characters and scenes, but the beginning was a bit slow, my man got sleepy grrrr. His mind was on Vin Diesel so watching Edward Cullen was a major tun off..haha.It used the same Titanic way where an old man reminiscing the old days which full with tragedy, and happiness as well. And looking at Rosie,the elephant reminds me of the exciting time I had at Kuala Gandah..:)

We watched the 10pm show, hence arriving home around 1am, thank God it didnt take much longer since Amran lost the parking ticket (fyi,this wasnt the first time and Alhamdulillah ive learnt to find it just 'funny'!!)Tuned in into astro and layan movie "Sumpah Pocong" pulak.

Abis movie, tido.^-^



**dinner at Nando's.sebab kegemOOOOkan**

Nothingness

Location: Wendy's, Sunway Pyramid
Date: 2 March 2011
TIme:845pm

So Long Bandung!!

Flight was at 0610, so we went out at 0400.

Yeah, its still dark, but thank god AirASia didnt delay, if not I woke up at 3 for nothing.


Wearing this Tangkuban Perahu shirt and feeling so tourist-ish.


i love my man, who doesnt anyway.


I spread out all the things we've bought, leaving out some that we've worn and voila, inilah hasilnya!!

Seriously, trust me when I say i wont be near shopping malls for atleast half a year. Oh cut it to 3months. Hehe.

Bandung-The Night Before We Went Off

I was actually updating my blog back to back non stop. Amran kerja so I'm staying alone right now. E is airing fashion police,arghh walaupon fun watching Joan making fun on others tapi it got me thinking macamlah dia bagus sangat muka botox tak hengat.Argh damn pms.

Ok, last story about bandung.

Malam terakhir everybody was exhausted. Mak berehat di bilik, so me and hub jalan2 depan hotel sket ada convenience store. Our hotel, Unik Hotel was a bit secluded from the main road, but yang bestnya it was next to the Kartika sari factory. So petang tadi we had bought brownies, kek lapis and so on. The aroma masyaAllah so nice.

From the hotel to the main road was just 300m but it was like lorong gelap di Chow KIt.


See, I'm up for 'sale'..hahahaha

Dont feel like eating any Sundanese, or padang anymore, so we just opted for a plain IndoMee Cup, which was goooood, really. Why does almost everything kat sini semuanya enak2?



I did buy 4cups of Indomee to bring back to KL, and now I'm having the last cup of it. Malas nak masak.

Bandung-4th day

Hooray..

Since no one had any plans, so I said "Why not go to Rumah Mode again?"

So here I was.




And that's me wearing dress that I bought at Cibaduyut for only IDR 20,000 (RM6) and shoes for the same price. hehe.

And here, knowing I wouldnt have the chance to come again, I grabbed another pair of jeans, 3blouses and hubs menambah lagi senyap2 another jeans and 2more shirts.

And to please Mak yang dah marah2, we went again to Pasar Baru and spent hours there choosing, picking, BUYING!!

Lunch this time was at Rumah Makan Sederhana yang harganya tidaklah sederhana sangaaaat. Tapi not bad lah.




Did you see the angkutan kota behind us? If there were only two of us (I mean me and Amran), I'd like to be more adventurous by taking them to move around. Also being a cheapskate us.

And later, asked Pak Ujang to bawak pusing2 bandung.


Hubs got his eyes on this 'kerak telor' hawker and we bought one, it tasted like pulut bakar.

Hubs with bapak polisi.


Mak at Jalan Cihampelas.

Jln Cihampelas was quite happening actually. It was decorated with all these superheroes figures and we were a bit frustrated for not coming here on the first place, since money was thinning..sighed.

And this is at CiWalk, where they had an upscale shopping malls.

And tomorrow would be our flight back to KL.
Macam tak puas lagi..
Tp elok jugak , duit tinggal cukup2 je nak bayar airport tax.

Bandung Still-3rd Day

At first I was thinking to go to Kawah Putih on the third day, but due to time constraint,(not enough time to shop actually) we backed out.

So the time left was spent merely on shopping.

Cibaduyut- This place is actually famous for its shoes and handbags, and leather jackets. Hubs was looking for a leather jacket and the one that he liked priced around RM 200, though it was considered cheap, money was still a hindrance so buhbye..and here was where I bought 2 flats that only costed IDR 40,000 (RM12) and 2 high heels (RM 17)..

Lunch at Simpang Raya Restaurant, a padang cuisine.Sedap and very cheap.



Walked along Jln Riau FO, and here I bought an Armani Jeans. Still couldnt get my mind off Rumah Mode, though.

I noticed I didnt have much photos of our 3rd day in bandung. My bad.

Bandung-Tangkuban Perahu

Woke up around 8am, had a very simple breakfast, got into our kijang (avanza) and pak Ujang drove us to Tangkuban Perahu, where you could see the volcanic crater which was amaaaaaaaaazing!! I've never been to places like this so of course it caught my attention most.







And had lunch at KgDaun, which was very famous among Malaysian and upper Bandungites. The place was breathtaking, but food was so so. I had nasi timbel, hubs nasi tutug oncom and erm, i forgot about the rest.hehe.Quite pricey for a not very fulfilling taste.


Kat Indonesia, tapi pakai baju turki.X blend langsung.



Tummy filled, smile plastered on everyone's faces, off we went to super famous Rumah Mode. I really had 'me-time' there with super nice branded clothes with just a fraction of price.They had Topshop, H&M, Marks&Spencers, GAP, Armani, Guess and manymore. I think I enjoyed myself here more than Pasar Baru, and of course lah not a place for your Mom, or at least my mom! But being a fickle minded person, I ended buying nothing, dan balik ke bilik hotel penasaran.

I really needed to go there again upon seeing hubs with 2jeans and 2shirts, changing from one to another, parading in front of me. So not fair!!

Bandung the Shopping Heaven

Bandung was heaven.Like serious.
I wish I have more moolah so I can splurge like royalties over there.
Foods were nice, nasi padang,minang, sundanese cuisine. Es durian, pisang keju, choc brownies from Amanda and also Kartika sari, yeah, I'm drooling now.
Despites numerous 'pedagang' following you whereever you go, they were not grumpy. Instead softly saying 'sabar menanti buk'...and hell, we were sabarrrr membeli.haha.

Our flight was at 0940 AirAsia.
While waiting..




And in flight..



We arrived around 1200 but Indonesian immigration was so slow, everything was done manually so it was a very long queue to wait. Pak Ujang our supir was already there, and where was our first destination? Pasar Baru, y'all.

My loot? Just 3telekungs, 2kain pasang manik, 1kain pasang sulam. That's it. Dont ask about mak's and Ogy's, they were crazy to the max. No pictures, shopping won over posing.
Maghrib in bandung was around 6pm, so we went back to our hotel (Hotel Unik), checked in, washed up, then went out again to Jln Dago, for the factory outlets.

I dint buy anything here, just some Bandung shirts on the roadside, which costed IDR20,000 (Rm6++) per piece. Cheap, huh?



There goes our first day in Bandung.

Will continue later.

ps; Lets watch William/Kate's royal wedding, must be beutifully amazing.

To Bet & Others

I saw tek responding to Bet's question so I think, ermm why not i jump into the bandwagon?

But to tell you the truth, I crave not towards foods, at all. In fact I seriously think I eat less than before though surprisingly I gain like err..5kg? But the blame should go to the bad eating habit that I have now since dinner to me is at 10pm. And also the likes of me trying to bake any sweet savoury I found people do on the blogs. At certain point yes, I now a regular to the cafe early in the morning. Unlike before when my tummy did not cooperate with any early foods taken, now it seems to growl and grumble the minute I open my eyes!!

Oh, maybe I have one! The crave of changing the bedsheet, all the pillows and bolsters covers everyday, though I only manage to do it once a week. Ngeh2. I have like 10 new bedsheets from my wedding gifts and rather than keeping them at the back of the piling boxes, lets use them one by one. And still my frequent visits to Parksons and Aussino make me have this photographis memories of those nice bedsheets which I should grab soonest.Perhaps? Post-wedding gifts anyone?;)

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A point to remember

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I Say A Little Prayer For You

I feel you, you know. But being a total chicken, I do nothing though this has crossed my mind too. Emm, let's see what going to be next. http://www.utusan.com.my/utusan/info.asp?y=2011&dt=0406&pub=Utusan_Malaysia&sec=Forum&pg=fo_01.htm

Feeling Cattish

Oh lord.
Tons of stories I wanted to tell here, perhaps when I look at them later on, I would be able to say how silly they were..hence the name "sudut rahsia" chosen on the first place. But I have to be realistic. People read and jugde.Speculate and manipulate. So zip up woman!

By the way, the probability to get transferred is a real slim. Was thinking to apply for schools, at least I might get more choices of places, but hubs and Mak dont seem liking the idea. Maybe they can see I'm not a 'school material'. But to be honest, I dont know if I can enjoy the life at school either. I couldnt be strict, or even inject the 'garang' personality (since people said nak mgajar kat sekolah kena garang2 sket) Matrix is more lenient, and discipline wise..it's tolerable. So how holly cow?

Meanwhile, lets cheer me up with this cute companion..

ps:You wont break my heart, will u?

Routines Interruption

Whining, weeping are just so typical when being in long distance marriage.Pffft.

Weekends are made exclusively for us.
No matter how boring it is, how heated the fight is,being together is solely what I'm looking for.
Silly movies,tasteless foods,bad traffic are nothing compared to the togetherness.

And when something messed up with my weekends,
I super loath it.
Every single days is counted, y'know.
The arrival on Fri night.
The departure on Sun noon.
So, I guess,farewell routines.


To whom it may concerned,
I hate youuuuuu.

Merrrong

Had a good time watching Merong Mahawangsa with hubs last Saturday. Not bad, the pictures are all nice, though some of the scenes reminded me of LOTR/Pirates of Carribean.LOL.Very much pagan like.
But I think I would like to see more of the romance scenes of Merong & Embok, then only the whole parts of Annuar Zain's song can be put into pictures. Sebab masa Merong mati, I didnt feel much sadness.Aura tak mari. If that part can be fixed, I think that song can be as haunting as "I Dont Wanna Miss A Thing" in Armageddon.Yes, no?
Stephen Rahman fits Merong character well. I cant imagine any other Malaysian actors replacing him. Sebab badan dia adalah awwwww. Tp accent Melayu failed lah. Of all, Khir Rahman is the best. Kemawas yang mawas, so darn evil.
Good try from Yusry.

Go watch it people.

ps: Amran and I are waiting for movie that featured Shaheizy Sam talking in Kelantanese, I'm not sure what the name is.
pss:Yeay, support Malaysian film pliss.
psss: On the other note, Malaysians are so ignorant dont u think so? Buat lawak pasal other people's calamity.

Mellow Saturday

When I'm not a "kuah" person, he loves gulai lemak.
When I'm in love with seafood, he thinks of ikan kembong all the time.
When I do my laundry once a week, he does it once in 2days.
When I put the glasses in the sink (i'll do it later), he cleans up right away (even taking the ones i put beside me while watching tv..grrr)
When I wake up I shower, he wakes up to watch football.
When I superlove E Channel, he goes crazy for ESPN
When I recklessly throw away my handphone, he carefully puts his in leather case
When I prefer to emails hotels/tourguides for quotation, he calls.
When I'm angry he acts nonchalantly.
When he's mad I go to sleep.
When I drive he patrols me, he drives?I eat,drink,sing,sleep.
When I call him during the day he would be busy
When he calls me I'll be in class
For every confusion I sit and think
When he calls for clarification even for small things
When he's on bed he puts the fan at no3 speed
Its only then i'll wake up and change to speed 5
When I'm in the kitchen he helps
Just for a few minutes before i shoo him away for cant take his master chef comment

There are moments I cant even stand him
But not to have him here by my side is more
Ermm..heartwrenching?

Note.

Not a very happy wikens i had.
No oreos, no cheese, no movies.
No this no that no those.

Thank you.

of randoms

Hmm..let's see what do I have in mind now +wikens plans

1. orea cheese cake-might bake it this wikend, no?
2. my doublebooked AA tixs-demmyuu..give me the refunds please MrTony.
3. forms and forms..more paperworks to settle
4.alang2 tgh ada baking mood, lets make apam polkadot, oreo truffles and homemade chickenchop. Wahwah!
5.go try restoran sedapbenar.
6.oh yeah.is mixer a need?guna tangan pon boleh?
7.apakah weightscale?

This is just to say

Down with headache. I guess it is time for me to have checkups with the optometrist rather than buying the contacts straight from the counter.Tapi tu lah, bila nk check mata pon yang mengetest adalah the salesgirl whom I was very much sure they dont know much.;(((

Its still 5weeks to go before starting my long holidays. Classes are a tad boring. Students pon dah start memonteng.Cepatlah the term ends..hopefully can start new things at new place. But still I heard nothing of the transfer.

If I were still here next semester, I memang emotionallly rotten lah.

Better than nothing

It's my fault to put hope so high that when it doesn't go as expected, i fall.into.pieces.

Future is still bleak.
Transfer process doesn't look so promising.Sigh.
Been planning to look for other backups but what are they?
I always thought that living together would be the starting point of our lives, towards better things-executing whatever plans that we have.
Since that might not happen real soon, need to make other things work.As well. Sigh.

So without thinking so much of where this could bring us, we are a step closer on XXX.
Not to forget we are still miles away on other happy things.
Still, say a little yeay!

LPT*Lebuhraya Pantai Timur

Saya dengan LPT memang takleh connect.
There's always a big mess when when I drive through the way.

One classic story was when I forgot to withdraw money from the atm, causing me literally cashless to pay the toll. And I ended up crying next to my car when a very considerate stranger offered for help.

And today, about 3hours ago I was chasing hub's bus, to pass his car and home keys which he forgot to take from the small compartment in my car. And the best thing was I didnt bring along my mobile, so the only mode of communicating was the public phone booth.Bummer!

For the very first time, I drove to 120-150km/h and it was mad u know. Amran had asked the driver to wait at the RnR Gambang, and he actually stopped for only 5mins, and left when I was actually about 5mins behind. Benci betul bas SPBumi, Sayang next time tak payah naik bas ni okayy. I was right behind the bus when it reached Maran, and I assumed he would stop at RnR Temerloh since that's the pit stop for any busses. I am the regular so I know, but he did not! So I followed the bus further up thinking it might stop at RnR Lanchang because some drivers prefer Lanchang to Temerloh, less people. But he did not.

Damn you bus driver!! (I think he purposely did that!!Seriously!)

I stopped at Lanchang and asked nicely this kakak to borrow her phone. Again, I depended on kindness of strangers. There were no phonebooths around,sobs.sobs. Misscalled Amran,he called me back saying sorry bla bla but I perfectly understood his feeling for wasnt I the one supposed to be in his position, not him, aye??

Talked to some bus drivers there, and they suggested I left the keys at the shop over there since there would be a Transnasional bus to Shah Alam coming up at around 6.30pm. So Alhamdulillah. Such a relief. The guy whom I passed the keys to even asked, "Eh bukan akak selalu naik bas kan?Macam biasa tengok." See?

The chase of 300km to and fro was over.
My feet are swollen and,my eyes are blurry.

What most important is my man arrives safe and sound.
And I hope he understands the feeling I-Didnt-Do-It-On-Purpose when "I told you so" was never uttered at all, by me. (though I refrained myself so much not to)

It happened after azan was heard

Somehow I just couldnt keep my eyes close tonight.
Sigh.

Amran left this afternoon with the smell of his perfume lingered on the bedsheet.
He gave me a really good surprise by knocking on my door on Saturday evening.
We did actually agree on staying at our own since I would start my 1week holiday this coming Thursday.
But I didnt know what crazy emotions had possessed for getting agitated when Fri came.
So when I drew the curtain to see who was knocking, I was overwhelmed.
With a heap of guilty.And buckets of happppp-py.
If I was not in my wudu', I would seriously jump on him and wet his face for my sloppy kisses.

He later told me if I was not in my wudu' he would ......haha.I dont think so.

So please Thursday come quick.
Cant wait to be fulltime housewife for a week.

MAIKK 2010

Some KMPh commitee has put up photos during MAIKK2010 so here they are.

This photo makes me super fat. I know I'm gaining weight now, but I dunno how could it become so obvious in this picture. To my defense, I was wearing jeans underneath for I needed to catch the bus later. But still I looked fat.Sobs.Sobs. Next to me is K.Firdaus, and she's going to the US this coming holiday.She said if I need to pesan anyting, just let her know, but you knowlah. Spending on handbags or makeups aint what i wanna do to start the new year.

Oh i'm fat. I still coulnd stop whining about it. I drank air halia for the past 3 weeks before K.Anis scolded me. I didnt aware of the heat frm air halia could somehow affect my eggs. So I stopped. But it really worked.Seriously.I lost 3kg, but I guessed this photo doesnt do any justice.;)

Dinner was so-so. But I loved to see how warm and laidback the environment was. Even the big shots performed on the stage. Nope, nope.Not karaoke. But presenting us with this funny silly sketch. Sangat sporting.

and.....

All's well ends well.Cheerios!!

My Song

I'm digging everything about Bruno Mars and oh gosh.I'm totally swooned over him. Hubs has been singing this song for past few weeks, and told me this is my song..so yeah.

My song it is.

Welcome 2011

Let's recap what had happened in 2010.

There were some happy moments, some were not. There were times I laughed till my head off, some other time I would cry silently,inside. But that now has become memory since we are in 2011 now y'all.

So, lets see what I've achieved/not achieve so far.

In terms of relationship, June marked the most memorable one. I got married to the one I love. I felt blessed because of all the hardships, we managed to be together. And somehow I felt so grown up. I think I am more accomodating towards him. I mean I learnt to be more understanding, and of course tolerance. I listened to him, and looked for his words. I let him plan for lotsa other things and just go with his flow. This is so much of because I felt I was like paying back his kindness. During our courtship, he never said no to my requests. I dragged him to almost everywhere, never in my mind thought of how tired he would be, how big the hole burnt in his pockets was,how uncomfortable of him to be in the circle and etc. I wanted to win in every fight.I wanted to be heard all the time, and ignored his. So somehow June 2010 marked the wiser,matured me.I hope so.
And I got closer to Mak. I guess when everything was settled, nothing of her to worry much about me, the reponsibility of her taking care of me has handed down, so we got along well and swell.;)Shukor also just got himself a stable job at Proton.And I could talk some wifey talk with Ogy,Riq,K.Yus.
My relationshipship with my officemates is getting way better. I could connect with some of them, and share some personal things. I guess everyone has toned down, including me. I no more felt left out, and even if I'm alone, I still could survive. I did my work, mingled when I felt I should socialize, or else just locking infront of pc doing my own thang.
But I think I did worst with my friendships.I was hurt,and hurt badly though I knew I should not have.But with some white lies, unpicking calls/unreplied sms at the peak of the moments, I just didnt know how to react nonchalantly.Perhaps, time will heal.Because I know I still need them, and I need to know that I am still much needed too.

In terms of financial, oh gosh. It went haywire. I didnt have savings at all!!With both of us travelling back and fro every weekend (Kuantan-S.Alam-Kuantan), nothing much could be planned.


Btw, these are what I'm expecting this year, 2011:

1. Be a better Muslimah. Not to skip the prayers, cuba to cover up,Insyaalah.
2. To see my tranfer application approved, Ya Allah,please grant my wish.
3.Once I'm in Selangor, we can plan our financial better, and get a home to call ours.
4. And continue with my plan to do Masters.
5.Dikurniakan cahaya mata. Amin.
6.Be nearby my sisters.
7.More family vacations. And island escapades!!
8.Better friendships.

Dan semualah yang bagus2 not only for me, but everyone.

Goodbye 2010, Welcome 2011!!